Before, she initiates the call. She likes having video call with me not hiding any part of her face. She says "good morning" even when I was asleep and her message was the very first message I read for the day. She says "take care" when I go out. She messages me "Andito na ko" whenever she's already at her destination. She asks "San ka?" whenever I go out. She doesn't go the whole day seen-zoning my messages and not replying anything.
I like them all. It felt like my love and care were reciprocated. I appreciate it very much.
Now, she's as cold as ice. Maybe because I told her I seriously want to pursue her. And maybe because, her being cold is part of courting someone that you really like and want.
Well, if this is how liking someone means, be given with mixed signals and making me anxious all the time about what the person really feels for me, then I don't want to fall in love again.
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Yung hindi pa kayo ng taong gusto mo, pero ilan beses kana umiyak dahil sa kanya. 😐
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