Lookin' ahead of ya

Ok fine the last post is useless. That should be in the trash now!

TRASH!

I'm really in a tight spot now. All of the fourth years are! Um, some must've been made up their minds. All I know is that I'm still confused.

What do I want when I grow up?

Yeah, this common question that can be answer even by a two year old have been bugging my mind. When I was a child, back when I don't know what art is and I don't know how to draw, I always envied those people who knows how to draw and how to design and stuff. No one taught me for no one in my family knows how to draw. My dad knows but he was sailin' in the middle of the ocean that time, back when his mind told him that there are many coins scattered in the ocean. I taught myself. Tracing pictures from different kinds of books really helped me. back then, I can already draw tweety, hello kitty and a small mouse. (not boasting) This memory proved me that art or drawing was already inside of me even when I was a child.

No really what do I want?

When I was I grade four or five, I have always dreamed of putting up a bakery (pantasia??? hahaha! azuma kazuma! anu ulit title nun?). I want to design cakes and stuff. When I was in my first year of highschool, I want to be teacher. Reason? 'coz teachers recieves many gifts especially on valentines day and christmas parties! hahaha! When I was in Third year, I agreed to become an accountant ("how hard could it be?"-what I said to my mom back then.)
Now, I don't know...

I want to be an interior designer. Why? I love designing houses, chairs, tables, beds and even dresses but mom doesn't want to. My dad approves... (I hate controlling costs of each item!-get it?)

I want to take fine arts and other concerning art. But, that doesn't help me, why? I NEED to be CERTAIN!

I want to take architecture. Dad approves.. my mom doesn't. her only problem was the school. Mapua? Mapua in makati does have architecture, only in the intramuros branch. Malayo daw!
UST? layo din daw... Global? tagal na ata la sa choices yan... Snt Benilde? layo din daw eh...

If I take accounting which I just thought that I don't want it, mom approves but well, there's still a problem for her... She wants a school who is especialized in that field. PSBA? she thinks the surrounding of the school is dangerous. MAPUA (makati)? having second thought but nearly in approval. my dad? well, I guess he just nods on everything we ask him except...

Nursing? ah! I already canceled that on my list years and years ago! why? I'm afraid of blood or any kind of bruise! Dad hates that too! he said its icky! LOL! my mom approves of it and I can go to GCIC if I will be taking nursing. why she approved? because she wants me to go abroad.

Oh yeah, there a new course on my list.

CIVIL ENGINEERING. Whoa! waw! I must be very desperate on studying in Mapua. But the bad news is I hate geometry! which is one of its subjects and also in architecture and Mapua Makati doesn't have civil e. Only in intramuros branch.

AHHH!!!

why can't my parents understand???? Is it for my own good? or for their benefits? Popularity?

ahh! uhu-uhu... ok i'm always cryin' these days.. (cry baby!)

any suggestions? comments? ADVICE?

^.^ --- erm.. help..---

S2pid Miztake! - Uh, HELP! ~.~"

PLEASE DON'T READ THIS ARTICLE IF YOU HAVE HEADACHE OR HEADACHING PROBLEMS (S2PD) THANK YOU....

WARNING: THIS MAY CONFUSE YOU... (S2PD 3X)

I'm no cupid, that's for sure!
I'm no Doctor heartache or what ever, Yeah I'm sure!
But I just don't know why,
those tears just asks me why?

Ah! uhu-uhu...

I don't know what to do! I totaly need a professional help!

What I did to my cousin (mother side) is just remarkable! I havn't told anyone about this except for my seatmate I guess... "U-Know-Who" (harry potter??)

I was like the most important person in their life. Let me tell you the story at school, I just feel so down now that I can't put any emphasis on what I'm saying (or... rather typing).

The problem is that, I have this friend who likes an girl (not again! how many times did this happened in my life??? friends can sometimes be so troublesome!) this guy, lets name him "Erick" likes this girl who is also a friend of mine, lets name her "Haylin"...

Actually, like what happened to my cousin, I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER. I mean when haylin sent me a message, I didn't know that she was talking about Erick. She wrote that she have a neighbor whom she likes.
As for the guy, Erick, he wrote that he have a new neighbor that he likes.

Uh.. to cut it short I messed it up for both of them. I was talking to a friend of mine (chat-imes) and accidentaly spilled a certain secret.

There was a quarrel going on between the two love birds. I suddenly became a...uh....hmmm.. like a love rhombus or square if you want. Two characters was added. (why can't they just tell it straight to the person???)

Confusing huh?

A misunderstanding was now believed to be true. i guess I really can't tell what happened, just ask me personally. I hope you got the idea. I (accidentally) made the misunderstanding true. Now how am I suppose to tell them that its not true without telling them that I know Erick and Haylin? and without telling them that I know them and all...

Oh.. so confusing.. guess I'm making your head ache more!

Awww.... just approach me ok? I really need some advice.

^.^

twins...babies...

Yesterday, we went to my Ate's place. I finally met Aaliyah! She's so pretty! - like me! - lol! waha! Her twin sister was still in the hospital, under observation. I hope Aalisha will be able to get well soon. And I'm looking forward to have pictures of both of them!

But I was still thinking of the gift I gave to my Ate last Christmas. Waaaaaaah! We all didn't expect that the twins are both girl! All we know was they should be a boy and a girl. And they should born this March, not February. I think I gotta need to give another gift.... for both girls!

God bless! Our lil' twins! * I luv twins! esp. boy & girl* We'll take care of you! And welcome to the family! ;D