Let go the thoughts

I've asked the Universe to give Angela Hapin as my wife. Yes, I want her in my life. However, if my guardian angels, Spirits, the Universe, God and Christ have already laid my destined partner in life who might not be her, then I should accept it and be grateful for it. My God's plan is greater than anything else. I trust Him with all my heart. He knows best who I should spend the rest of my life with. He knows who I will complement with best.

I will not push myself to Angela anymore. If she's really for me, she'll eventually stay whatever be my effort.

Let His will Thy be done.

Let it go~ Let it go~

Protect me from evil spirits God

I think I was being ghosted.
I was ghosted by Angela Hapin.
Damn! Why did I let her? I was so stupid.
I was so stupid that I let someone again to manipulate me.
God, kayo na bahala sa kanya. Karma will do the work.
God, kayo na bahala sa utak at puso ko. Please help me forget everything and move on faster.

God, please ilayo nyo ko from the evil eyes and spirits/humans with wicked intentions. They'll only hurt me. Please protect me oh God.

I pray all these things in Jesus name. Amen!

Angela Cutie 😅

If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be

I should not pressure Anj anymore. I should not ask too many questions anymore. I have to set boundaries on my curiosity. She's not mine yet. And even she is, I should not do it.

I should just let her. Let her do the things she wanna do. From there, I will know her true self and her real intention.

No more pushing myself to anyone. I should have learned my lesson. The right person for me will always find her way to me no matter what. No more assumptions. Let God and the Universe direct me to my person. I should observe the signs they are giving me. 

Go with the flow and just do what makes myself happy. Continually love myself and improve myself.

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At this time, I should not lose my cool. I am already mature enough to let things happen and unfold by itself. In addition, I should only be testing things based on what I had experience in the past, and not be swayed by my own emotional shortcomings. Or else, I'll lose. 

My wild imagination

This sounds crazy but I can imagine marrying Angela. 😅

I can imagine proposing to her and she saying 'yes'.

I can imagine her wearing a wedding dress and me wearing a tux; and we getting married.

I imagine very far even she's not yet my girlfriend. 😅

#manifestation

Manifestation

You'll be my loving wife, Ms Angela Hapin.

Sayonara my 1.5 mo infatuation~

I think this is a goodbye then. She stopped replying/messaging after 1 month and 20 days. Probably it's God's will. He doesn't want me nor her get hurt anymore. It's probably she's not the woman of my prayers. Or God just wanted us to meet for a brief moment and learn something from it.

Well, I've learned something anyway.
Not to be gullible and trust people easily. 😏
Be the person I want to fall in love with.
Be sincere and true.
Wag maging makulit.

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This looks familiar. I met a guy friend in Mesh back in HS-College. Then he came over to PH when we're college. But we've never seen each other again. Haha.

People come, people go. And this is just one of those "Isang linggo Pag-Ibig".

I'll probably stay single and not fall in love easily while waiting for the woman of my prayers. God is currently preparing both us. I trust Him 100%. When I finally meet her, I should already be sure that I will marry her and choose her everyday.

For now, I should retrieve back my financial stability. Prepare my home. Increase my income.

So help me God.

He’s my new and alone cupid

I finally deleted my okc and bumble accounts. 

I am already tired of meeting people na may mga topak o toyo. 😅😆

I am letting you God be my cupid to find my till-death-do-us-apart partner. Partner I will spend the rest of my life with. 

May she be beautiful inside and out. Physically, if it's not much of a request, someone who is tall, pretty, and slim. Internally, who is loyal, faithful, know how to cook, knows how to budget, good communicator, accept for who I am (introvert), Ms Independent, smart, and God fearing.

I already lift up to you all aspects of my life. I'll be a traveler and an adventurer again so that I may see the wonders you've created oh God. 

I entrust everything to You

God, I surrender everything to you. You know what's best for me. Even though I like and want something for my life, I know I cannot have it if it's not destined for me to have it. Your plans are absolute.

In my financial stability, you know what will happen next. How can I pay the loan used for Seataoo investment, what business or other source of income I should try, etc

In my love life, I don't really know who's the woman of my prayers. Whether I've already met her or not yet. As much as I want someone to be my "person of till death do us apart", it may not as it really depends on you. You know my heart fully well, but I trust you 100%. I don't want to push things anymore, 'cause it's only hurts me.

In my mom's well being, I already raise her unto you. Please continually heal her so that she can go back to walking/running normally again. Please keep her health in good shape, especially her heart. May she live longer, for another 20-30 years so that she can still meet the woman I'm going to marry and have a family with.

God, I lift everything up to you. I surrender everything back to you. Please heal my broken heart. I don't know when I'll achieve peace in my life.

Please give me a heart of discernment to know what choices I should take in my life. Choices that will lead me to happiness and peace. Keep me away from people that will only hurt or cause me pain.

Thank you for everything. I love you.

In Jesus' name, amen!

To the girl that never became mine

To the girl I fell in love with but never wanted to commit… 

I'm in love with myself and I deserve someone na paninindigan ako. 🤨

Don’t give up. Just try and try. You’re still young.

This afternoon, my grandma called my mom who ended up talking to me. We talked about work. She asked my course, where do I work, etc. Then she said that I should find a job in Australia since I graduated IT. She said that the salary is big for IT graduates.

She said, "Wag ka susuko. Try lang ng try. Bata kapa naman. Basta don't give up." And some "sayang.. try mo lang."

I told her that I'll try to save money first then I'll go there as tourist. Then try my luck to find a job. It's because IT companies preferred people living already in Australia. Maybe because they don't want to spend money to sponsor the travel of foreign nationals. Also told her that I will live at their house for the meantime. 😅 She said okay and willing to drive me as long as she can still drive.

She said that Sydney has lots of IT companies. And I can travel via train from their house.

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Anyway, the line she said to me suddenly hit me. I am still young. I should still try harder and not give up in life.

For now, I'll save up. Then pursue the small potential business I am thinking of. I'll also look for other opportunities online. I'll try real estate.

Thank you God for the message. I don't know para saan yung message na yun but I think it's general about my life. Actually, sakto rin sya sa lovelife ko. 😅 Sakto rin sya sa financial aspect ng life ko since nalugi ako sa last investment ko.

Please guide me continuously. Please give me a gift of discernment so that I'll know what to do next in my life. That I will be able to make sound decisions and remove the people and things that will not do any good to me. Thank you God for everything. In Jesus name, amen!

His Discernment

God, please give me a gift of discernment. To know things if I should keep on waiting for Anj. To know if she's the woman of my prayers. Help me to be patient and know your Godly signs if she's really the woman I've been praying for.

My prayer for the woman hopefully I'll marry and end up with: Faithful, loyal, good with money/budgeting, good/can cook, good communicator, can support me, patient with me, accept me for my flaws, respectful, God-fearing.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen!