pains, hurts, tears, en weaknesses will be my strengths

All of the hurts, pains, and weaknesses I had and have.. I will turned them into my strengths.

You'll see..

I will take revenge.. But not inflicting pain to anyone.

I will make them see in the future that I will never be the same weakling they used to know.

You'll see..

Pains, hurts, tears, angst that they caused me to feel.. I will make them into my strengths.

You'll see..

I'll never be the same ever again. 

The one weakling they always see me as. The one they always looked down.

In the future, they'll look upon me.

You'll see..

not born to fall

I shouldn't have looked on to your multiply and twitter. Though I failed looking at your multiply, I found your twitter. Then the result? I got hurt. :'(

I'm sorry. If only things are just a little bit different. :'(

But what can I do? Just move on.. I don't want to see the earthly you anymore. If I could only fast forward the time, where all of my dreams are realizing. Afterwards, I'll die. Then I'll be with my beloved Fudy who is now in heaven.

Why am I always experiencing 'unrequited love' in my life? Just what I thought so.. I was not born to fall in love. I was born to be with my family-with my parents forever. And of course, with Him especially. 

If I could just be like Ang in Avatar, who is not destined to marry and have his own family because of a mission. I guess, that's how my life is too.

I shouldn't be discouraged for 'greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world.' Thank you God. You are the only one left who I can rely on. In you, 'unrequited love' doesn't ever exist. Thank you for your everlasting love. I love you so much above all else.

To my beloved Fudy and By: Still, your happiness is also my happiness. Though it hurts a lot, I can take it as long as you always smile and are happy. :)

 

Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

My Angst For You.

'Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that just cannot be.' -In your face!

'Tama nga ang sagot, mali naman ang tanong.. :|' -Watever dude! Di kita maintindihan kaya wag ka gumanyan. -_-

Can we pretend that airplanes. In the night sky. Are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) [Airplanes lyrics] -Fuck off!

Damn you!
Pakamatay kana!
Wala kang kwentang tao!
Tokis ka!
Paasa ka!
Tae ka!
Fuck you!
Get lost!
Don't want to see your ugly face anymore!
Don't show your self anymore!

Sowee. XD Napalitan lang ng galit ang dating nararamdaman. :)) XD
That's how much I hate you now. Wahaha! XD