life's transformation in Him

This day en night were cool, I could say.

Day:..

Woke up 'round 11:30am. How's that? After taken my breakfast, spent some hours with Buddy. Of course, never forget the bangin' of speakers in my roomie. Bangin' 'cause music reached down the hall. I'ma always making our homie lively as possible thru playing upbeat music. Haha.

What I was doin' in the computer? Doin' some searches of course. What else can I do prick! Hahaha! Just kiddin'! XD

For your sake, good and loyal readers, I did some searching 'bout other cool and cute hairstyle for me. Though I've already found one yesterday, one of my fave korean group former hairstyle, I still done some. Haha. I happened to see hairstyle photos from an article, 2011 Winter Women's

I like in 2011 Winter hairstyle

Hairstyle. I found one but I will look like a doll in that get-up. And because it's a white-colored hair, it doesn't look good on me I bet. XD

Aside from hairstyles and before that hairstyle-thing, I searched for nice hair color or hair highlights that will look good on me. However, based on my skin color I think, brown is preferably aside from black--though I like auburn red. XD

The hairstyle I chose is the very first time I'll try. Not sure 'bout the color if I'll stick to my black hair or just add some highlights or what. XD

hairstyle, i'll try (though i like the color too, it does not complement to my skin tone. haha!) i had one similar like this before.

Still, I'm so excited for new transformation. Hahaha! I'll do it after our Graduation Photoshoot on January. Means, gotta wait. Why? I need gotta have a long hair for my grad pic--just like my Elementary grad pic. XD

Night...

It was Worship Night again in Every Nation.

From all the first Thurs I attended in this church, it was the first time my tears kept on fallin' down. From the songs to prayers, I am so touched and so blessed. I thank God for everything He has done to me. If it's not Him I might not be writing here anymore. Duh? XD

It was also the very first time I raised my hands that high and kept on raisin' it in a mass of people around. 'Cause I only do the raisin' of hands when I am alone praying or praising Him. I might be in the shower or in my room, as long as no one's around. 

I guess I was just so absorbed by the people around me. I felt that God really moved me. 'Cause ya know, I was experiencing difficulties in my personal life these past few days. But kept on surviving only because of Him. I tried to be hard-headed and hard-hearted during the night 'cause I don't wanna cry anymore or express some weaknesses. Ya know what I mean? XD

From the day I was born, I really hate showing some weaknesses to anyone. For me, crying is only for weaklings. And I, am not a weakling.That was my concept 'till then. However, I finally realized after meeting Him that it's not bad after all. Then I only cry, as much as possible, when I am alone. XD

I continually pray for a better year next year. For more life's experiences. For more lessons. For more excitements. For more predicaments. For more people I'm goin' to meet. For more love to share upon my family and friends. He's mah man. Through thick and thin, He's always there. Though it seems like sometimes I don't feel Him 'round, I'll just continue relying in Him, not on my own understanding. 

God's timing is perfect. He's not early nor never been late. Oh yeah!~

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