eh? uh?

Oh yeah! Suddam's dead! But anyway, I don't care. I only know him by his name. May his soul rest in peace. Amen!

I'm so happy! I don't know exactly why but I'm so happy especially today that I've seen many smiles from my mom's face. I tickled - or I may say lambing - my mom for another time around. I guess it's been so long since I last laugh with my mom. I kissed her so many times in her face today - even though it was a request from her. I granted all of her requests today - even though I used not to follow her sometimes. I don't know why but my body and my mind can't stop from calling her, answering her calls, and having some chit-chat and laughs. It's so wierd...But I love it! We chatted about the gifts, the hanging thing in front of our door, about my dad's call, little bull-fight-with-love about the green mangoes I'm about to vanished completely - she said that it's for tomorrow New Year's Eve, but I didn't know that's why I ate half of it today! Haha -, and talked even about Suddam!

That's it! I hope my dad's here with us celebrating New Year's Eve. But he won't because he chose to go home instead at my graduation day. (wat da?! - realizing something) My dad chose to go at my graduation day! (so, what?) How about my grades? I'm sure that he expects me to do my best! (then?) Then, I should maintain high grades. (why? you have average grades and that's enough) Uh? No! He chose to go home at my special day - means end of Highschool - instead of going home last Christmas and celebrating this coming New Year's Eve! (so, what you will do?) I should finish first my projects! (eh? Alam mo naman pla eh!) Hahahaha - lol!

Note:
*bull-fight-with-love = kind of lambing to my mom, with a head use, advancing and bumping her stomach
*she said that it was only 4 green mangoes and I ate 2 of it. I thought that the mangoes eaten by my bro and his friends last day were coming from that plastic, but it isn't. hahaha - lol
*lambing = just ask some Filipino people about its meaning, I don't know either the english equivalent of it.

Presents from the sky ^.^ (revised)

Happy New Year everybody!!!! Well, there are few more hours to go before new year. This was supposed to be yesterday's post but, my little sister (the youngest) was playing runescape. Juz imagine a five year old playing that. I was planning on pushing her away but my parents juz keep backing her up.

Juz pretend this is yesterday's post ok?? ^.^"

Last night, I had a fight with my father. He wants to remove our TV from our room. The reason I was mad because he always LIMITS the word VACATION and FREEDOM. Juz hate it when he does that. I was surprised that no tear dropped from my eyes that nyt.

This morning, I had a fight with my mom. She wants me to stay out of the computer. Reason? Well, she always LIMITS me on everything except my brotha and sisters. Juz hate it when she does that. Then again I did not cry.

I'm such a cry baby. I think everybody knows that... or maybe not. ^.^

But the thing is... All this bad luck came in a bad time. Is this my new year's present? Nice present don't you think? Some present that can't be wrapped up in a box. (LoLz)

I started asking the heavenly father for a reason. Well, he did not reply by words but I somehow understood his message. I looked around me. I saw my favorite teddy, my favorite pillow, clothes, and my entire favorite stuff; this is a coincidence for I did not looked at them purposely. Then, I suddenly realized.

I had a flashback. I saw what we were before - before I had these. We were poor and so ignorant that time. We usually eat food, food way too different from what we eat now. People usually mock us everyday (honest). No one attempted to share their knowledge to us that day. It was when we first transferred to this neighborhood. Thanks to them, my parents, that now I am living comfortably than before. Thanks to them. I can't really explain it well, but I think u get the idea now.

Yes, thanks to them. Their sweat saved me from a bad future. Surprisingly, this was the time those tears appeared.

I guess it was His last lesson to me before this year ends. He taught me a lesson that school never did. Truly that was a gift from Him. A present that can't be wrapped up in a box. Somehow, my anger juz vanished as I was dismissed.

My parents?

I don't have to forgive them. They have to forgive me.

hi?!?

before i post here, i juz wanna say hi to everyone!!!! LoLz
ok... so i'm juz kidding, dalawa nga lang pla kmi d2. Sorry, grandia invited me a few days ago and this is the first time posting an article.

So.. as i was saying.... HI!!!!!!

just a beginner or as we say a newbie in posting blogs, so... please don't be harsh! LoL ^.^

Then again... HI!!!!!