Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

a hero?....Or a trying hard hero?

Protecting someone who's important to your life is a hard thing to do. Even though you want to protect those people, you're still unaware that you're not a good cause but a root of their pains.

When I was a child, my friends and I were fond of playing different kinds of games - most were invented by us! Most of the games were invented by me and lead by me. Most of it was about protecting and saving lives of people. I had loved to be a hero, not a superhero but a human hero. And I guess, until now. I didn't ever have a superhero (have super powers) to look up to. I guess you already know it, that I am overprotective when I was a child. And part of it is still left in me.

I really love to protect those people who're already part of my life and going to be part of it. But I am so weak and coward to do all these protecting-thing. Sometimes when I see them hurt, I pity myself for not doing anything.

Yesterday, I failed to protect my love ones. Then today, I've just failed again to protect one person. I love to protect but I'm the root of hurts. Sometimes, I'm thinking of just staying away to all the people for I'm afraid that I might hurt them instead of protecting them.

But still, earth needed to go on on its axis.... ;D

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

eh? grow up u highchild! (did i juz say dat?) open ur eyes! Uv saved a lot of people. Even wen ur eyes are closed.---dat is definitely confusing---

don't tell me ur saving them asleep?!?

I dunno who u r exactly refering 2 but i know u saved him/her a lot of times more than wat u think.

yes ur a human hero but to us, ur more than than.

ur a super!

Grandia en Yrekcah Leikeze Van Helsing said...

uh? Rosy? Thanks! Do u think i am? - hahahaha - lol

;D