In His Perfect Time

I remembered the time I asked God why He allowed someone I love to leave and why we didn’t work.

Then, God taught me to look at the bigger picture of why He had to put an end to that story.

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Sometimes, you might feel God has destroyed your plans and left you empty and broken.

Yet, you don’t have to regret who’d left nor what you’d lost.

No matter how much you loved that person, or how many years you’ve spent together, these are not enough reasons to hold on IF that is NOT the will of God for you.

“God will save you from the wrong person, to save you for the right one. “

God will give you the right person He perfectly chosen for you. (Genesis 2:18)

A right person who will love you with HIS perfect love.

So never regret who and what you’ve lost, bcoz it is more regretful if you miss the right person God has for you.

God knows better WHO is the best for you.

And He will surely lead that person to you in His own way and His own time simply because He promised a good future for you. Jeremiah 29:11

Remember, out of God’s amazing love & grace, you deserve nothing but the best.

So to you who is waiting,

be grateful, remain faithful and preserve yourself for the right one just as what God is doing for you right now.

Soon, I pray, you’ll praise God and say “Thank you Lord that you save me for the best one.”

Glorify God from this day and when that day comes!

“and call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.””

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭50:15‬ ‭

God bless you, 𝓯𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓸𝓷𝓮.

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Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

God only knows

I am really a slow person. Haha!

Carol wanted me to like/love her not because she likes/loves me. But I prefer to be with someone who sees and values my worth the way I see and value it. I'd rather choose the person who likes/loves me than I like/love. She's the other way around.

I want to scrutinize my heart and feelings. I love Cha. But I don't want as a romantic love anymore, but a family and bestfriend love. Why? I've had enough. I want to completely move on from the romantic love I may have left for Cha. I want to love Carol because I love her. I don't wanna think about the "if only Cha didn't ignore me last month, etc".

I have to spend more time alone. When I can now travel, I want to travel alone or with my family. I might want to go for few weeks. She has a choice of whether she'll wait for me or move on. If she chooses the latter, then she's not the person God is preparing for me. If she chooses the first one and was able to wait for me, then surely, I will be hers forever.

I don't want to skip any process in moving on. One month might be enough, especially I worked very hard. But memories are popping from time to time in my head. I ignore them, but they still kept on coming once or twice in 2-3 days. Maybe, when I completely has moved on, means has forgotten at least 90%, bits of memories won't even perk in the windows of my mind.

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God, I know you have very great plans for my life. And I want to trust you. I cannot trust my mind nor my feelings anymore. I want to trust you completely and surrender myself. I don't have any idea what's best for me or who's the person you have been preparing for me. I just know she's out there. Please help me change to be a better person and be the right person for your person. Thank you for always saving me. Amen!

A Traveler’s Prayer

I am hoping and praying that the world will soon heal from the pandemic.

I really wanted to go to Australia and bring my mother there.

I really wanted to go back to Japan and South Korea. And probably bring Venice in Japan.

I wanted to go to Batanes (3rd try). I already bought my tickets for March 2021.

I'd rather stay single and travel. Not unless God will give me this year or next year the woman of my prayers and we'll travel together. ☺️

I wanna spend more time with myself, my furbabies, and my family.

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In Jesus name, amen! 🙏