I don't know what others think about it. If only they'll able to know that I did hesitate to work more productively into it.
Right now, I hate to think that I'm going to College. I feel like I'm already messed up with my life. I feel like I don't want anymore to pursue my life - I'll love to see my life ended. Honestly, I'm so excited to die. I'm so excited to see and live my life forever with my Father and my Bestfriend. I don't want to feel more pains and sufferings. I'm a great pretender! - if you don't know it.
Happy for I recieved a simple thing from a special person. Actually, I don't really know what and where am I going to use it. But then, I appreciate it a lot! I'm so shy in giving thanks to those people who give me favors. That's why I just send my thanks by messages. Hope that person will be able to understand.
All things happening to me has a reason. But I can't help myself from not seeing it as wierd things. I guess this is the way I cover up the tragedies I'm experiencing.
Thank you for listening!
bye-bye! - I need some rest prick! (just joking)
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