Give thanks

I've talked to close friends who are older than me and more experienced than me in terms of romantic love.

They all told me to stop messaging チャ and just let her be. Give her space and time. If she comes back, then she really loves me and really wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. I'll accept her with open arms in a condition that we'll both work together to make the relationship lasts. If she'll not, then I have to move forward and let this be a valuable lesson to me.

It's God telling me to either, "Wait, not yet." or "Nope, I'll give you much better than you think."

My utmost desire is her wellness and happiness that's why I agreed to let her go. That's how much I cherish and love her. I really thank チャ for the love and 5 years experience, I really learned a lot. I won't forget all these experiences and lesson because I don't want to lose my next love in the future. I've decided to settle down with my next relationship. :)

**currently listening to GG's playlist**

Malay mo, GG member pala makatuluyan ko. HAHAHA! Pag nangyari to, talo ko pa nanalo sa lotto. LOL! Pero bago mangyari yan, I need to be a deserving person - wealthy, healthy, and strong! Good looking, faithful, kind, hardworking, and God-fearing na ko. Konting spice nalang kulang, I'm perfect! Haha! Perfect for my destined woman. ^_^

One day, I'll look back at mapapangiti nalang ako sa experiences ko (while reading my old blog posts) and sasabihin na "I was mature back then but very impulsive."

Live simply. Dream big. Give thanks. Love freely. Laugh lots.

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

short story about trust

A short story...

An airplane goin' to San Francisco was experiencing great air turbulence. The passengers started panicking except for a boy who keeps playing his toy plane. 

One man asked the boy, "Hey boy. How come you kept playin' your toy while the rest of the people here are already panicking?"

The boy replied, "My dad is the pilot of this plane." Then went back to his toy.

It just means that whatever happens in our life, we should need to put all our trusts to our Father. God is the pilot of our life. Christ is the cabin crew. And we, are the passengers. Both the pilot and the cabin crew always make sure that we're safe and sound. They only want is the best of our life. Though at times we don't understand what's happenin', we just need to keep on trusting Him and His son. 

I realize this today when we were experience light air turbulence on our way to Manila. I was in a deep thought that I didn't mind the current situation. I was thinkin' if this thought is coming from Him. And I think it was. 

Though most of the times, I am losing the feeling of His love. Or there are times I don't feel any love at all. Thank God that He kept on lookin' upon me. He send messages whenever I was lookin' for answers. 

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System