'bout my former mySmile en to da new 109

Yeah. Today? A lot of encounters with ex-mySmile.

1. When we entered the opensource rooms. Ex-mySmile went out, I guess at the time we passed by.

2. Went back to caf with Pudhang from Select. They seated in the next table together wid a friend of mine too.

3. Ex-mySmile frequently passed by in the aisle of cafeteria where in fact that person truly knows where we are-my friends.

One moment. Lou called ex-mySmile's pen name where in fact I was seated beside her.

One moment too. Pudhang teased me a lil' bit when she saw ex-mySmile's presence in the other table.

To mySmile:

Why you kept on bothering me? Uh? I'm not following you anymore-neither wantin' to know anythin' from you anymore. I've already moved on.
I've found things that gave me reasons to stopped from adoring/liking/loving you. Nyway, domo arigatou.

Next...

They may share the same name. But the latter one is better--or I should say, the best.

109. I could say that you're a very kind person just by looking at you. You're so talented. You're so smart and intelligent. You deserve to be looked up to. I know that you couldn't afford to say bad words. I didn't had the chance to see you this day. But hopefully, I will see you at some other days...smiling.

Rove
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

yeah life away from home..

January 25, 2011
Sick! I saw mySmile unexpectedly (though i know deep within that I'm goin' to see dat earthling 'round) Hahaha!


January 26, 2011
Java sick! Haha! Don't know why I am actually programming.. -_-" XD


+ New roommate friend, Kaila. Didn't know at first that she is a story teller. Haha. I thought she's so quiet and shy. But she talks just like a normal socially being when you first talk to her. Haha.
+ Had fiesta lunch every lunch with Tal, Pudhang, and Anatots! I'm not in a diet that's why I ate a lot--1 1/2 rice to 2 rice. Hahaha! XD

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

life's responsibilities over personal smile. fun still.

What happened yesterday... 
I went wit my mom in her business appointment at PICC. As usual, I woke up late (for her) but I woke up early (for me). That's 'round 8:30am, though my class is 12:45pm. -_- Tsktsk. XD Actually, it's the 2nd or 3rd time she's callin' me up. Hahaha! The first wake up call was 'round 7:30am I guess. But I slept again as usual. Hahaha! Then I dreamt that she's already angry at wakin' me up for the 2nd time. And that's the time I woke up but still lying. =)) Then, she actually did come over again at my roomie upset. Hahaha! XD 
After the appointment, I arrived at school at 11:30am--too early again. XD I invited her-together wit my uncle- at the Jobi though it's her treat. Tsktsk. XD Mom left me accompanied wit Amlehta, Drei, en Sharry for a while. XD Then at school (caf), Conchi en Chie were there-together wit Tal. Haha.


Today...
+ F-U-N wit friends at school.
+ Tiresome dahil di na sanay pumasok. Hahaha!
+ Had lunch at Max wit Leitots en da others. Lei treated me 50% of my bill. Haha!
+ saw mySmile unexpectedly at da caf. 
they're just seating at da table next to us. actually, it's Pudhang's, Anatots', Louga's en Kuya Roy's table. we, Tryx en Ros ros, have just arrived from Max. haha.  how i've seen mySmile? b'cause of Rosros. -_- if she hadn't called me up en told me dat Smile was just at da other table, i shouldn't have noticed mySmile. XD
actually, i've already seen mySmile in da mornin'--before class starts. our class was at da hallway for da meantime 'cause our prof was still not there yet--and so wit their prof. before you'll arrived at their room, you need to pass by our room. Pudhang, Lou, Ana, en I were seatin' comfortably at the floor in da hallway when mySmile passed by. di ko na nga siya pinansin pero Pudhang signaled me wit a teasing smile. I looked up glancin' en followin' mySmile--and so wit Lou. tsktsk. XD
+ tambay sa parking lot wit Lei en her friends. Tryx, Lou,  Rosros, en Anatots were also there.
while standin' at the parking lot, from the spot i was standin', i saw mySmile inside da shuttle bus seatin' alone in the back--da last person seated in da back. in a straight line, from da spot i was standin', mySmile was seatin' inside the shuttle. Hahaha! wata coincidence. don't know if mySmile knew dat i was there standin' directly in line or not. if mySmile knew it in da first place before i recognize it, pede pa siya lumipat agad ng seat--more backward or wat. though it's afar, i know mySmile's side view. Hahaha! XD
after i saw Smile, I called Rosros' attention. da others followed dat's why Leitots has tried callin' mySmile. -_- dey shouted but don't know if it's loud enough for mySmile to turn. Tryx got no idea though Leitots pointed it to her. haha. i hid while dey're callin' Smile's name. but i hope dat mySmile didn't hear it. -_- haay. XD
+ nice time wit friends goin' home esp. Pudhang. we talked 'bout her Kuya Roy. Hahaha! XD en I told her in text messages 'bout Smile after i had some sleep. XD


"I've seen mySmile for the day three (3) times." 
I really like mySmile but I couldn't do somethin'--not yet or never be. *Sigh* 
"Tied with my responsibilities with my future en my fellas'."


Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

back to school

Arrived at school at 'round 11:30pm I guess though my class starts at 12:45pm. Hahaha! I was just avoiding the heat of the sun that's why. XD But it rained. En I don't have any umbrella still. Haha.


First two subjects, the profs are new to us. Next en da last one, no comment. -_-" Tiis tiis nalang dahil last sem narin naman. =)) XD


Tomorrow, needed to wake up before 4:30am 'cause my first class is 7:30am. -_-" How's that dude? uh? Tsktsk. God bless to me. Haha. XD

I missed goin' back to classrooms again. Haha.


--Thought 'bout mySmile--
I was just thinkin' when I was ridin' the MRT goin' to school.. If I am goin' to act or have my move this next month's 14 en mySmile's bday. I've already thought 'bout it last day en I have already prayed 'bout it too. I am askin' Him 'bout what I am goin' to do. He knows truly 'bout my feelings to mySmile. I like mySmile very much. But I was torn between my feelings and my responsibility wit my future. You know.. I am a student and this is our last term. I have a goal, to graduate wit honor (Cum Laude if possible)--for my parents. And after that, I'm goin' to fly to SG hopefully. I need and want to work hard to help my mom financially wit her business that she's plannin' to put up. I don't know if I will just let things go on their way without any moves from me. Or I can let things go on their way but I gotta have my moves this feb en march. *Sigh* Still waitin' for His answer. I don't wanna rely on my own. I wanna rely on His own understanding.  


Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

ROFL day! XD

I couldn't help myself from laughin'. HAHAHA! really. XD
That event really made me laugh so hard. =)) XD
It's been already 5mos, so why your friends are still actin' that way... weird pips.. tsktsk. XD


Nyway, talkin' to Mae made my blood 'bout mySmile bursts again. Hahaha! Though I still don't know my next step at class start. XD
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By the way, I bought one shirt from Tribal, one cap from Human, and one hair spray paint. Haha. I was wit Michael. We went to Sta. Lucia and Robinsons. He bought his hair spray paint, hair wax, and headset for cosplay. Haha.


Then, I got no money anymore.. -_-" How will I buy my laptop this January.. I need school days for me to save some penny. Tsktsk.


And how will I join them at Puerto Galera this Jan 26. T_T I still need to get my mom's permission. Uhuhuhu. XD
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Tomorrow is the party. And I still don't have any number to show. Hahaha! Wish me luck! XD

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

very 1st flower i bought...

 You should check dis out! APC-DC vid 
en another one! Crissa Synergy Season 6 Finals mySmile is always at da front center in da beginning. =D

When mySmile dances. Oh men! Every time mySmile dances, Im always been blown away. Whew~ Haha! XD

What happened today?

Carlo texted en call me to go to SMPHI-IT to grab some foodie the IT staff made for us interns. Haha. Love the lil' cake but I gave mine to Chie. Haha.

Went to school wit Carlo en Ang. However, di na naabutan sumayaw ang DC, specifically mySmile. -_-" Haha! XD
Waitin' for Lei en Ros to arrived wit the white rose I asked dem to buy. I was plannin' to give it to mySmile anonymously. Unfortunately, when they arrived, mySmile has already went off. T_T Hahaha! XD

What happened in da auditorium? uh?

When we have just entered the audi and still standing in the left hallway, mySmile ran toward us. Yeah, not to me but to Carlo en Ang. -_- I was at their back, ok? So it does consider "us". -_- Hahaha! XD
What you expect? mySmile just talked to dem. *sigh* Torpe talaga kahit kelan!!!! Argh!!! 

What's da 2nd incidence? uh?

I went outside just to pee and supposedly waited for Lei en Ros. -_- My cp was lowbat by da way. XD From the inside (front audi's entrance), I was talkin' to Roselle (Ros' friend) who was standing outside da main audi's entrance. Just imagine it dude! -_- Hahaha! She was askin' me 'bout Ros en Dianne. I told her of course. I met Dianne by da way at da caf before Carlo, Ang, and I went up. =D

Then exactly after I finished talkin', I saw mySmile together wit her co-dancer/s goin' outside. I was at the front door that's why I can see it. 0_o XD I just saw dem wen dey're already near, right after da light strike dem. Hahaha! XD Dat's da time I turned my back to Roselle and fast walked to da glass window to watched the basketball game. Just pretending I'm watchin' of course. Haha. I knew dat they're waitin' at da elevator's door dat's why I kept on pretendin'. -_-" Hahaha! XD

Pricky fellow me! -_- I didn't follow dem right away, instead, waited for 5 to 10 more minutes to go down. -_- Den poof! They're gone. T_T XD 

I was waitin' at da caf en frequently lookin' out for the shuttle. But I failed to see mySmile.. *sigh* Ima failure, I know! -_- XD After some time, I found Lei en Ros at da lobby who have just arrived. 

THE END. Ima failure. PERIOD. -_-" Hahaha!

Lei told me dat wit mySmile's personality, it'll took me a year to get mySmile's heart en mind. But I told her dat it's ok. =D *sigh* Hahaha! XD


P.S. I just gave to my mom da white roses as somethin' to enlighten her for worrying 'bout me. XD

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D