No more chasing

This time, hahayaan ko na magderail relationship ko kay Anj. Pagod narin ako iexplain sarili ko. Pagod narin ako na maramdaman na optional lang. Ayaw ko na mag chase ng tao. Been there, done that. I will not initiate conversation again. Pagod na ko. Sawa na ko.

I deserve someone better. I'll focus on my healing until the day the right person comes along.
God knows my heart and mind. I know He's preparing the right person for me. Till then I'll focus on myself. No more chasing anyone. I'll prioritize my mental and emotional well being over anyone.

People's interests are shown thru their actions. I think I'm done showing my interests to Anj. The way she treats me reflect her interests on me. If she's not interested, why force? I'll start healing and focus on my growth. Someday, God will let me meet my person, my till-do-us-apart partner.

Let go and move on

It's time to move on Rove.
Don't chase anyone. If they don't make an effort, it's a reflection of them not wanting to keep you or get in touch.
Move on. You deserve people who give an effort.
People who value your existence. Be with them, stay with them. Spend your time with them.
Let go and move on. So that there will be space in your life for the right people.

So help me God.

Gotta go

Ayaw ko na mainlove.
Aanhin ko ang maganda mong mukha kung di mo kaya panindigan ang relasyon natin. Kung di mo kay gampanan ang pagiging committed satin.
You always avoid me. You're a red flag. Always have an excuse to meet me.
I'm done with you. My mental health is always at risk because of your treatment.
Guess we're not compatible. I don't have any regrets. I know I've done my best on this relationship. This time, it's your loss. Sayonara~