My plans should be in line with His plans

I wanna live with someone who will help me achieve my dreams/goals and not who will help me go bankrupt.

I wanna live with someone who will help me invest and get rich than help me spend beyond my means and get more liabilities.

I wanna live with someone who trust me and believe in me 100%.

My goal is to get rich. And I should surround myself with people who can help me achieve it. Assets than liabilities.

I only spend 4500~ a month (13 days go to office) for a transpo. Plus ~2k for food, total of 6500~ a month. With this, I have more money to spend to my investments. If I will move out, the rent+utility should be 5k or less + walking distance to office. If only I get to find a new job that can pay me 60k as take home, I have no problem with getting a flat that rents ~12k/month.

I need to start investing again. Get rich first then love life to follow. It's easy to get a woman when you're wealthy - even that woman is a spendthrift, I don't mind. I can support all of her needs and wants. Now, I don't wanna live "isang kahig, isang tuka."

On the other side, I'm also waiting for the 100-200k my mom gonna give me. I will use it as downpayment to a condo unit or house & lot. Then I will have this property for rent - to generate income.

I told myself that I don't wanna live as employee forever. I want the day to come that my business generates more income than my salary. And I don't wanna reach the age of 40 years old where I couldn't leave my job as it has more income than my businesses.

I don't mind if people leave me because they don't believe me. I need to take heart and be patient. I don't fucking care what people will say - they don't know my plans. This is my life! I don't need people who don't understand me. I prefer people who don't meddle with my plans than people who help me go down.

God, help me. Please continue guiding me.
For I know Your plans will only prosper me and not harm me. Plans who give me future. I trust you. Help me not go astray. Thank you and I love you. ☺️

Patience is a virtue

Maybe I now have a clue why moving out with ハニー never push through. Maybe God doesn't want me to suffer.

I can see that ハニー is not yet a wife-material. Now that we're living in a small space she couldn't make little things in order, how about a bigger space? Our own home? She couldn't even keep her hands off from her phone even one day. She couldn't live without social media. So it's a no-no for me. 😞 I love her but let's be practical, she's not ready yet. If we'll move out together now, I will end up being the provider and the housekeeper. 😒 It's not wrong to be a housekeeper if the person you are with knows how to keep her own things in order.

Getting married with her too is a no-no for me now. Not until the day she has proven herself as a mature person and a wife-material. Well, if one day she decided to leave me, it's okay. I'm not in a hurry anyway to get married and have my own family. If one day I would like to have a kid, I can always go abroad and resort to science to get my own child (to continue my legacy).

Thank you God. You really guide me well. What I will do now is to chill and do my stuff, don't wanna push myself too hard. I will do things one at a time to get successful and be rich. 😉 Control my expenses and invest.

So help me God. 🙏

The art of gratitude and good vibes

We were told awhile ago, "practice the art of gratitude". And also, "not giving an f to anything". This directed me to my personal resolution, "the art of not giving a fuck".

I am thankful for today. I was not late to the meeting. Arrived at office safe and sound.

Thankful for today as I was still be able to carry on with my gym exercises despite of out-of-soul-feeling due to change of shift.

Thankful for today as I learned many things in the training/seminar.

Thankful for today as I ate lots of meat at Korean bbq.

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Now, I don't want to give a fuck to anyone's shit. Good vibes lang dapat. I deflect all the bad vibes even the people that resonate it. They don't deserve my attention. Good vibes lang dapat. No stress. 😁