Who's the real me? I don't know.. *sigh*
I push people away if they're beginning to be close with me. A slight part of me.
I get attracted to people who show me appreciations and concerns. Yeah, I fall with them if done many times.
I don't wanna fall to people who just show concerns to me. Why am I always mistaking it for something? People are just kind hearted - believe that! Though they have surpassed the barriers you put up, it doesn't mean that they really like you. They don't see you the way you see them.
I don't wanna intimidate people and push them away if they're showing likeness to me. I just wanna show them the real me. If they are turned off, well, it's up to them. Who cares? I don't care.
But then inside, I'm a loner. A kid who is trying to hide his sadness by playing around.
People I started liking don't like me at all. I easily give up. People that like me but I don't really like are not persevering.
What's wrong with me? Can I die now?
I just wanna be happy. Meet the person who will like me for who I am and the person I will like too - a mutual one. Hope to see you soon~ Be patient and wait for me. I'll be waiting for you. :)
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