Nadedepress na ko!!! +_+
Every examination I had with regards to programming, I always review it when I get back at home whether my answers were correct or not. And almost all of them, I made mistakes and blunder moves. I always say, "Sayang! Tama na yung sagot pinalitan ko pa!" Two examinations related to Java were just simple; but then I failed to answer it correctly. And the reason is mainly I forgot them--may be the key terms or syntaxes. It feels like I am dependent with the application, Eclipse, whenever I am creating programs. I couldn't be sure to my answers when I am not using Eclipse--where I shouldn't be!
Nakaka-frustrate! Wala na nga ko lovelife, wala pa ko career. +_+ Why I am always experiencing this kind of hardships in life? Am I the only one who experience this? I wanna die now!!!
Sorry if I was bein' negative. But then, it's pretty obvious that I'm a loser. Why not change my endeavour in life? Maybe change my career? How will I change my career.. It requires attending school again. Maybe it's not a good idea to find a job right away after having a 3-month solid vacation. I think, I should have laid more days reviewing and studying my lessons before looking for a job.
Ok.. I think I should come up with a plan. If I didn't get a job until first week of Aug, I'll take an off. Maybe 2-3weeks. And during these weeks, I'll study my lessons and try to cope up alone--of course, while attending reviews in OCPJP. I'll tell it to my mom when I already know the results of the 2nd interview in AN and an exam in A.
So help me God...
Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System
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