you're my <3

Dis day? Oh my!~ A very lovely and inspiring day.. Mahooo!~ Love is in da air~ Ahaha! XD

Wanna know why?

I watched mySmile dancin' live after sooo many years.. Though it's only a year or two have passed. XD
I LOVE IT!

Actually, we watched Crissa Synergy Finals Season 6 dance contest at MOA. It's a battle with two divisions-HS & College. Our school made an entry. Great job of them! Haha! I'm with Ros, Dianne, and Lei. As expected, days before, I told myself that I'll just watched mySmile from afar. And say 'hi & goodluck' from the audience. *sigh* I looked like a fan. XD
However, luckily, and I don't know how and why.. we found a good spot outside the barrier. In front of our spot is the place where mySmile and her colleagues were sitting. Wahaha! From there, I could take a good look at mySmile. Mahooo!~ XD

Before the show, I texted my fellas to text mySmile anonymously with some 'goodluck'. I don't want to text mySmile with goodluck because she knows my number. XD But in the end, I finally said goodluck. She just replied, 'thank u'. Very plain.. No emotions I guess? *sigh* XD

Though I was watching the whole dance number of contestants and special guests, no excitement showed in my face.. Not until our school's turn in the stage. I started screaming mySmile's name and huge huge smiles on my face. I didn't take my eyes off from her. XD

When mySmile was still in her sit, she kept on lookin' at our side. I told Dianne and Rose. I asked them if there's someone they know is sitting around us. Because I don't want to believe that the people mySmile kept on lookin' at were us. You know.. yaw ko mag-feeling.. XD That's a double stab if you're making yourself believe that the person you really like is lookin' at you where in fact, he/she is lookin' at somebody else beside you or around you. XD

After the contest, I texted her for the last time with 'Congrats! Galing niyo!'. She didn't replied since then to all my texts (though looked like GMs). XD

The last look I made of her before we went somewhere else to eat, is when she was just sitting straight in her chair and lookin' at the stage carefully. That side angle made me crazy the whole night and I guess until tomorrow. mySmile is so beautiful! My heart fell instantly in that last look I made.

Dianne went home. Lei, Rose, and I decided to eat at Teriyaki Boy. So fuuuull.. Haha! We ate and chatted for 3 hours. XD
And with that certain time, though we're enjoying a lot, mySmile's face tattooed in my mind. *sigh*

I arrived home at 2am. FB a little until 3am.

Though mySmile is so mysterious, I still like her. And I think I have fallen to her. *sigh*
However, she's just a dream. I'm not expecting for any responses from her. I don't wanna hope for I might get wrong expectations.
Yeah. Because she's mysterious, she might be liking someone else. I don't know! If that's so.. *sigh*

Busted na naman ako. XD I guess it's normal now to me. For my entire life, the people I really like or wanted never liked me too; or they've never been mine. (Aside from my ex. But dumped me still in the end. XD)
I guess that's really what life is. God doesn't give you the things you really like, wanted, or love; instead He gives you the things you don't like that much or you hate. That's the truth.

But it's fine! It's fine to be or stay in love though you never get the same love from that person. At least, that person gives you love, indirectly though, by being your inspiration. Right? Haha!

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

nice! long walks

Ok, another busy day--till night. Hahaha!

I'll just tell the chronological events to my simple and freakin' life for dis day.. -_- XD

Warning: Tough legs and feet are needed for looooong walks. =D

Here it goes...

Woke up at 7am. Killed the alarm and slept for few more minutes. Den woke up again and prepared all things. Set off few minutes before 8am.

(forget the travels/commutes.. )

Arrived at MOA few minutes before 10am. Arrived at the 10th flr One E-Com Bldg 10mins, I guess, before 10am.
Sir Jerome went out. Went in. Chaz arrived then Ron then Sharry and finally, Josh. I waited for almost 1hr before the meeting has started. XD

(after the meeting. meeting is confidential. hahaha! XD)

Before it's already past 12pm, shuttle will arrived at 1pm. So we walked from One E-Com to Bldg A.
Imagine the long walks. If you can't, go there. If you still can't, then get lost. -_- Hahaha! Just jokin'! XD

At the office... Texted my fellas sayin, "kabado to death me. andito na ko door ng office" or somethin' like that. XD
Met our bosses and talked 'bout somethin'. Answered somethin' too.
The time I finished writing, mySmile was walkin' back to our cubicle. (Oh! Not mine anymore. XD)
I fast stood up and talked to Kim. mySmile went to "our" place w/c is used to mine. Tsktsk. XD

Kim en Carlo invited me to eat lunch at Hobbies, in front of SSS. Don't know where on earth it is. -_- Hahaha! XD
Food is great. Php50 = rice + 2 ulam + sabaw + softdrink. Nice! XD
Carlo went to BPI for a while. Kim treated me wid ice cream. Haha!

Went back to MOA. Kim en Carlo went back to Bldg A.

Tal and da others were still not there. So decided to pass the docu to Sir Jerome. In da end, just left da papers in the reception of 10th flr. XD
Went back to McDo E-Com. Waited for few minutes. Tal and Jimmer arrived. Find seats and Tal ordered. (detailed? XD)
After few minutes, Amlehta, Asia, Tin, and other two APCians boys arrived. They ate.. Watched them.. Chit chat.. Fun..

Went back to Bldg A. Rode the shuttle from Bldg D. However, instead goin' down in the Visitors' Entrance, I stayed at the shuttle. I thought the shuttle will pass the Employees' Entrance. Hahaha! So the shuttle made another turn to One E-Com Bldg. When left alone, shuttle driver asked my location so he stopped at Employees' Entrance in Bldg A.

Went to Prime to get my allowance. Once again visited the IT Dept to bid goodbye. Haha!

Rode Drei's car to One E-Com. The others will pass their docus. I bid goodbye from the entrance of One E-Com.

Rode MRT jeepney. Meet my mom at Farmer's Market at Cubao.

Went home but asked them to dropped me at old Sta. Lu. They parked at Puregold, in front of Sta. Lucia. I crossed the avenue.
Went to BPI first and asked about my ATM card wid Ate Rina. Failed...
After almost 30minutes of waitin;, decided to go to BDO. When about to write at the slip. I remembered my passbook. I left it at my bag in the car. Nice. XD
Fast walked back to car w/c is across the avenue. Went back again to BDO. Kahingal..
Deposited... Success!

Ate Rina bid goodbye. I went to BPI again. Asked for the card. Failed again. Decided to go back to the car. Hahaha! XD

Arrived at home at around 4:30pm. Played badminton wid Rhea. Den skate all by myself in the garage at 6pm.

Uber hungry.. Antagal maluto ng ulam. Decided to buy BBQ at the 4th street from us. I brought Rhea wid me and we used the car.
Ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapagdrive that's why I looked like a pricky fellow. XD Remember, I lost my license last week. -_-

Should be goin' to Vista to meet Mae and Ching. However, I waited for my mom to set off. Hahaha! She didn't allow me to go out that's why.
The time my mom has set off, dad arrived. -_- Nice again.. Talked to my dad and made some excuse/lies. *sigh* I hate sayin' lies..

Set off the house at 8pm. Went to BDO ATM, tried, but failed. The two people who were using the ATM were doofus. Don't know how to use the machine. Hahaha! Evil me. Just jokin'! XD

Arrived at Oasis. Then Ching has arrived seconds after. Angela and Vernon were there too. Haha! Nice! XD
Made some talks. Decided to go and have some BBQ-again. -_- XD
Made some chit chat and went home.

At home, texting.. Oh! I was texting almost all day long.. Just talkin' to all these people and some people too I didn't meet in da day--like Ros and Dianne. XD
Topic for this night (for da day: just some stuffs/business):
Confessed to Kim 'bout mySmile.
Pleading to Dianne to come wid us tomorrow. XD

Will be watchin' Pani Poni Dash! Episode 11 before goin' to sleep.

About the long walks? I guess you know it by just relying on my story, uh? If not, try it for yourself. Haha! XD

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

mySmile, wer r u now?

Mahooo!~

Went to school.. But before that, met ros' and lei's friends at alphaland. haha.

Arrived at school at around 1-2pm. Passed the reports to CPO. Asked my balance at the acct.

Lei went out somewhere. Ros and I left at school, specifically at 10th flr.

I thought I could see mySmile there. But they're not there. Don't know where they practiced. *sigh*
I hope en I pray that mySmile will still talk to me even "hi's or hello's".. -_- kabado to death~ Hahaha! XD

Went to somewhere in boni after wid lei's master and her master's someone. We just ate there and they've talked.
Went home early but so exhausted that's why fell asleep inside the fx. XD

Talkin' to lei thru texts, tellin' her stories and givin' her advice for fast moving on. *sigh*

If someone hurts you and leaves you alone, let them be. They're just ULA--Unidentified Low Animal. XD

Just kiddin'! Hahaha! But seriously, let them be. At first, you'll get hurt--it's normal. Sooner or later, you'll realized that you don't need them. They're just mere weaklings overcrowding the earth. Think of that then you'll be fast moving on. Hahaha! XD

Watched Pani Poni Dash Ep.10.

Mom pissed 'bout me? Hahaha! Don't know 'bout her. +_+ XD

Need to think of some income 'cause I wanna go to laoag wit carlo en kim. En wanna go to puerto galera wit lei, ros, en miel (oders too).

See ya! Need to be at one e-com at exactly 10am. ~_~ XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System