it's really His will

Yo! 

I had a lot of thoughts every time I go to sleep. 

Random Items: 

• I told myself not to talk to L this whole week (esp in MOC). However, L texted me 'bout of course, SNSD.  Tsktsk. XD
• Giving the 50% of my monthly salary to mom  to be a help to her future endeavours in her businesses. It's fine to me. Even the remaining 50%, don't know what to do with it.
• My purpose of living, esp now I'm already working. Since I started to think, I wanted to be a help to my co-human beings. This is why the remaining 50% is for the passionate kids/students.
• I would like to start exploring this wonderful Earth. Travel! A lot of travels! Yeah!~ 
• Simple Plan's concert on Jan. Don't know who will come with me. Or I will end up watching it all by myself. 

Hoping that the people I emailed this day will reply to me. 

The Daily Hope is really timely.  Thank you God. I love you!~

Well then. This week @work is quite nice. Haha.  However, @home is quite not nice.  The difference is 'task/work'.

My Dream Cat. ~_~

わからない。。。

どうしよう? 

Nyway, have tried giving up of SP once (or even twice). How it differs to GG for once?  

Nobody knows my true feelings 'bout desiring to see 少女 時代. 

How they have saved me from killing myself long time ago. (Of course, God and Christ are given.) They brought happiness to my emo heart and mind. They're my inspiration 'cause of their songs and interesting qualities and personalities. That's why not acquiring tickets for the concert in SG saddens me deeply. 

Waah! わからない! わからない!