Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13
Showing posts with label Personality Assesment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personality Assesment. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

completely wrong..

I'm gonna kill myself for this. :| straight face


I'm really broke now. Yeah I know. I'm a very impulsive person. Don't know why I still didn't change. It seems like I'm waiting for someone to change my ways--to control me for good. But I was completely wrong when I read this..

"I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question?" (Romans 7:24 MSG)
Have you figured out yet that a lot of times you are your own worst enemy?  It's your own reactions, your own fears, your own inadequacies that cause you to act in foolish ways. I know that's true for me.
I need to be saved from myself because there are things I don't like about me, things I wish I had done differently, things I'd like to change. But I can't change them, not on my own power. I need an outside power source. 
You may be saying, "I can change." I hate to say this, but you can't. In January, you're going to make a list of New Year's resolutions. And, by the end of January, that list will be in the dumpster. Why? Because you can't change on your own; you need God's power. You need a Savior; someone who can make the changes you can't make yourself. 
Let me make an important point here: God never wastes energy. He doesn't waste effort on things that are unnecessary. In other words, if you didn't need a Savior, he wouldn't have sent one. The very fact that God sent a Savior means you need one.
The truth is, if you are honest about it, sometimes you feel like your life is out of control. That's a pretty common feeling. Welcome to the human race! 
The apostle Paul felt that way 2,000 years ago. Paul says this in the Bible: "I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question? The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does"(Romans 7:24-25 MSG).That's the answer!
Let me be honest with you. You may be looking for salvation in the wrong places; that's why you're frustrated. You're looking for that one thing that's going to give you fulfillment and meaning and peace in life. 
Some of us think that if we could just get married, or if we could just get a certain job, or a promotion, or attain a certain level of wealth, or have a baby — or if our babies would grow up and graduate! — things would be great.
You're looking in the wrong places. 
A lot of people are looking for salvation in a self-help book. Or they're looking for it in therapy or in a fad or diet. Or they're looking for it in a vacation: "If I could just escape to Tahiti, everything would be great." The problem is that if you go to Tahiti, you're taking you with you! 
The answer is not in a place. It's not in a program or a pill. The answer is a person: Jesus Christ. You were made by God and for God, and until you understand that, life is never going to make sense.
How would your life change if you fully accepted your dependence upon Jesus? What would a "fully accepting" faith look like?
I don't need a far-away vacation place just for me to find myself. I need Jesus Christ. In Him, I'll be able to find the rest and peace I'm looking for.
I don't need to wait for a person to change me for good. Christ is always there-waiting for me to go to him.

I need Jesus Christ. I need God. I need them in my life. 
Why I didn't think of it in the first place.. :-&lt sigh
I'm sorry God and Christ. Now I know.
Please help me... You are the only one who knows what's really happening to me.
Though I don't understand myself, you yourself know it fully.
Thank you. I love you. :) happy

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

100% ME! =D

I think, it's time for me to fly.Wahahaha!
Need and I want to go back to my old self--the 100% INTJ. =D

Get rid of the feelings.
Put mind into work always.

Still,
do my best 100%
have fun 100%
be an adventurer 100%
love everyone 100%
be a kid forever 100%!

Wahahaha! Love it! =D XD
 
Rove
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

verdic birth chart

Based on this: http://storywrite.com/story/512480

Things I always encounter through the personality tests or any tests I am answering: pragmatism, creative, analytical, generosity, empathy, scientific,  etc.

And yes, I am being critical and expectng too high. As a result, getting idealistic.

Though I love fun, I am still critical to things. *Sigh* Do I need to change myself for people could accept for who I am? I am always compromising, for the sake of relationships.

But always compromising does me no good. It makes me defenseless. Defenseless from people's abusive  intentional or unintentional acts.

I am willing to change always. But in any relationships, both parties should do their part to carry each other. They need to help each other to work out any relationships-family, children, friends, etc.

Nyway, I just told what I think about the verdic birth chart I got from astrology.com. Hahaha! XD
 
Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Monday, September 27, 2010

INTJ really I am

Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging

This self-confidence, sometimes mistaken for simple arrogance by the less decisive, is actually of a very specific rather than a general nature

Yeah, people mistaken me as snob especially when I am alone. But I am just confidence to some specific things-not all dude!

When it comes to their own areas of expertise -- and INTJs can have several -- they will be able to tell you almost immediately whether or not they can help you, and if so, how. INTJs know what they know, and perhaps still more importantly, they know what they don't know.

Hahaha! Yeah! I can tell you abruptly whether I could help you or not after you stated your problem. XD I am a know-it-all kind of person. 'Cause I know there are still a lot of things I needed to know and learn. =D

INTJs are perfectionists, with a seemingly endless capacity for improving upon anything that takes their interest.

Yeah. I am really perfectionist to things that really hooked me up. If they're not, I'm not perfectionist at all. Hahaha! Who wants to be a perfectionist to things that they don't like doing? Uh? 0_o XD

What prevents them from becoming chronically bogged down in this pursuit of perfection is the pragmatism so characteristic of the type: INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms.

Hahahaha! Guilty! I use practical approach to problems and affairs. And always ask, 'Does it work? uh?' :)) XD

This in turn produces an unusual independence of mind, freeing the INTJ from the constraints of authority, convention, or sentiment for its own sake.

This is what I really am. Though I follow morally norms, I always make myself free from authority. Even the strict social norms people are following, I don't stick to them that much. Because life won't be life at all if you always follow the desires of this world. Follow your heart dude!--your mind too! =D XD

INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability.

Yeah! I imagine a lot. :)) But being reliable? Don't know! Wahaha! XD

both perfectionism and disregard for authority may come into play, as INTJs can be unsparing of both themselves and the others on the project.

Just what like I said, let your imagination take you to greatness! =D XD

Anyone considered to be "slacking," including superiors, will lose their respect -- and will generally be made aware of this

Yeah! I don't like slackers though I am one of them too. -_- :)) XD

INTJs have also been known to take it upon themselves to implement critical decisions without consulting their supervisors or co-workers

Aheaheahe.. I think that's why some people call me 'pasaway'. Tsk tsk. XD

On the other hand, they do tend to be scrupulous and even-handed about recognizing the individual contributions that have gone into a project, and have a gift for seizing opportunities which others might not even notice.

Yeah! That's one of the most important things to me, recognizing the hard work of other people on the project. I really specify it, praise it, and suggest more if possible. =D XD
Seizing opportunities? I don't know! I just say 'yes' most of the times in my life. Nobody knows what fun and excitements are coming our way! =D XD

In the broadest terms, what INTJs "do" tends to be what they "know". Typical INTJ career choices are in the sciences and engineering, but they can be found wherever a combination of intellect and incisiveness are required (e.g., law, some areas of academia). INTJs can rise to management positions when they are willing to invest time in marketing their abilities as well as enhancing them, and (whether for the sake of ambition or the desire for privacy) many also find it useful to learn to simulate some degree of surface conformism in order to mask their inherent unconventionality.

In short, any job that is not conventional. Hahaha! XD I love science. In fact, it is my first college course, biochemical engineering. But then, I am now pursuing the 'out-of-nowhere-degree which is BS-CSIT specialize in System and Software Engineering. Engineering still. Hahahaha! But I want to pursue a Masters in Business Administration after some savings. =D XD

Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel. While they are capable of caring deeply for others (usually a select few), and are willing to spend a great deal of time and effort on a relationship, the knowledge and self-confidence that make them so successful in other areas can suddenly abandon or mislead them in interpersonal situations.

Yeah yeah yeah.. I used to be like this 100%-Achilles heel. But then, I am still 100% to the rest of the lines. I love and care so much the people who are close to my heart, especially my family. =D However, in the last line, I can be like that for a short time after a great distress about certain 'relationship'. XD

This happens in part because many INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals; for instance, they tend to have little patience and less understanding of such things as small talk and flirtation (which most types consider half the fun of a relationship). To complicate matters, INTJs are usually extremely private people, and can often be naturally impassive as well, which makes them easy to misread and misunderstand. Perhaps the most fundamental problem, however, is that INTJs really want people to make sense. Only instead of expecting inexhaustible affection and empathy from a romantic relationship, the INTJ will expect inexhaustible reasonability and directness.

I used to be like that 100%. But after I had 'someone', 100% turned to 1%. Hahaha! But now, I'm getting into it again. And I love of being who I am. =D And yeah, I prefer direct expression of words than just by being quiet and leaving me guessing. -_- I guess that's why people say that I am 'slow'. 

Probably the strongest INTJ assets in the interpersonal area are their intuitive abilities and their willingness to "work at" a relationship. Although as Ts they do not always have the kind of natural empathy that many Fs do, the Intuitive function can often act as a good substitute by synthesizing the probable meanings behind such things as tone of voice, turn of phrase, and facial expression. This ability can then be honed and directed by consistent, repeated efforts to understand and support those they care about,

Yeah, Of course. I value relationships still. I can give great deal of time to work out every relationships. However, understanding too of the other person is needed. -_- 

and those relationships which ultimately do become established with an INTJ tend to be characterized by their robustness, stability, and good communications.

Yeah yeah yeah. Communications really mattered. Especially to me who doesn't rely on Fs. I want direct expression of feelings thru words too. 'Cause I am not a guesser or a fortune-teller. -_-

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That's it, that's it! I know myself more than anyone else! Hahaha! Thanks to this. This is the third time I took this personality test. The first and second, which I have already forgotten the meanings, were at school. XD
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Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System