Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Tuesday, September 07, 2021

Me and furbabies only

Argh! Di ko pede mamiss ex ko dahil lang sa isang kanta na we both love. Erase erase. I will not do anything despite the thoughts. 🀚

Haaay. Ano ba tong pinulot ko at pinukpok ko sa ulo ko. Knowing from the start na di pa ko completely healed, pumasok na ko agad sa isang relationship. 🙁

Mas masarap parin talaga maging single. Walang ibang piniplease kundi sarili mo lang. Walang mga ka-LQ whatsoever. Walang sakit sa ulo. If love lang naman, umaapaw na love I am receiving from my furbabies. They are more than enough. 🥰

May way out paba.. Sorry God. 😞 I think I failed again. I think I'm really better off alone - no commitments, etc. Romantic relationship is not really my field. ❌ Ilan tao na nasaktan ko and I don't wanna hurt them anymore. Even fling or puppy love, I don't want anymore. I don't want to make someone fall in live with me anymore. Better that they know me as not approachable para no one will even dare to start with me. 😏

Hindi na po ko magdedesire God ng "partner till do us part". I can always settle down with myself alone. Coward kung coward but I quit pleasing others. All my life, I've been pleasing the people around me, inc family and parents. Pero kung partner din need iplease, wag nalang po. 😣

My worth is more than enough. This is what I realized after my ex broke up with me. I realized that I was so pathetic during my past life.

Rove first then my furbabies. 🥰

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