series of unfortunate events

Yeah. I still don't have the guts in opening the networking sites of Fudy. I think I'm not yet ready to read all of the updates about my baby's life.

Haaaay.. Am I really sad or what? I think I just always forget the feelings of sadness.. Sadness doesn't come from God. But why? I thought I already accepted everything. And I have already decided about what I am gonna do in the future. But why.. Fudy really played a big part in my life. Though it's just less than a year, Fudy was my very first relationship--and would be the last. *Sigh*

But at least, in my entire life, I tried to be an adult. Sorry for me 'cause it will be the first and the last time. Haha!

I can handle myself. I can do this! Fight-o! Life is a series of unfortunate events. And lucky I am, I have blogs like this where I can put anything what comes into my mind. 

Still, Fudy's smiles and happiness are my smiles and happiness too. :)
 

Yrekcah Van Helsing

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