Take a rest

I've just realized, I need to wait for December before I can ask チャ again if she'll be ready for a commitment? (December is the end of 1st semester) And there's no assurance that she'll say "yes" when that time comes.

Conclusion:

Let's not wait. Don't wait for her Rove. Just let her do the things she wanna do in her life. And you just do what you wanna do in your life. Both of you are technically single, then think and act like one. 😉

Anyway, you have already done 101% of your effort and she knows it. You served her (as your queen) up to your maximum since the start of this year. And she's aware that though only 10% of our life is within our control, you went beyond to 12%.

As long as you don't have any regrets, you're doing fine. You can now take a rest. Let Him do the rest in your life. It's time to spend more with yourself, your family, and your friends.

Take a rest Rove. You've already done enough. It's her loss if she does not see it. 😊

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God, please continually guide me to the path you have laid upon my life. I entrust everything unto you including my plans, dreams, and goals in life. In Jesus name, amen!