Memories in this dead hour

Waking up in this dead hour...
Then remembers her... sucks!
It's very cold.

Hope that my insomnia nor depression won't kick-in or come back again. 😞😆 Or else, I have to go through another crisis again. 😅

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Knowing that your mother is very supportive of what you really wanna do. Told her I want to go abroad asap. Staying here in the PH will be very difficult for me. Wherever I go, things will just keep me reminding of the good memories Cha and I had together. The 4 years being together... Argh!!! I wanna disappear from this world in an instant.

I need to search for self-help books and articles, "how to move on from a long term relationship?" 😅
How other people managed to do this? Please teach me. 😭

Pasok nalang kaya ako ng kumbento? 😂 Kung yung iba ay nagiging pari after they were left by their loved one, ako kung ano nalang pede. Haha... I will just dedicate the rest of this short life learning about Him and serving Him.