Love this cold night

God, can I not fall in love again for the next 5-7 years? Hapdi na kasi ng mga mata ko. 😓 Good thing I am WFH tomorrow. I even requested for interview re-schedule because I won't look good with these eyes. 🤧 Embarrassing thing, my family might ask why my eyes are swollen. 😆 I can't think of an acceptable excuse. 😂 How about, because I watched Aladdin and watched movies in Netflix last night? 😅😂 They are very touching and sort of. 😂

Now, I feel like I wanna run away in an instant. Leave everything behind and just go to a very very far away place where no one knows me and no one can contact me. I wanna be alone for the next 5-7 years. Just watching the sunrise and sunset. Then do stargazing at night and just think about life. And not fucking care about getting rich or having my own family. Just appreciating life. Then watch myself get aged and die alone contented with my fur babies. ☺️ If I have the magic carpet, I might have already done this. 😆