At the end of the day, poker face

The feeling where you have no one to tell about your life's problems and heart aches. The feeling where you have no one who can be a listening ear.

Then you tried everything just to have some outlets of your emotions - e.g. gym.

But at the end of the day, you only have yourself. You can only cry in private while staring at the sky, asking "when it's going end?"

God, when is it going to end? When my life is going to end? I can no longer deal with everyone else and with myself. Can I have a reset? Born as a different person and start over? Or if not, just end it without any reset. Let me stay beside you instead.