Sorry, I suck big time

Why?

Whatever I'll do, I will always be the bad cop.

No matter how hard I tried to please the people I value the most, in the end, I'm always the one to blamed.

No matter how hard I tried to do what is good, in the end, it's always causing trouble to the people I love.

Why am I still breathing if I don't do any good anymore?

This life.

Sorry, if I'm causing too much trouble.
Sorry, if I didn't do any better anymore.
Sorry, if I'm not capable of doing anything to please you.

I'm sorry, I suck big time.