It takes time

I guess it's not yet the right time for me to move in with ハニー in the same place. There are things I still don't know about her. Simple things like, "where does she work?" It's a simple info but I don't actually have any idea.

What if something happened *knock on wood*, and I was asked about her workplace, what will I answer? What kind of partner I am if I don't know where she works?

I don't want something strange to happen in the future.. example, a friend asks me about ハニー. Basic info like what she does and where she works. What will I answer? "I don't know." "I'm not sure." "She doesn't tell me."

What will they think and say to me? "Friend, are you really sure with your partner?" "Is she involve to any illegal to make it a secret from you?" Or "Are you sure she's into you?" I don't fucking really care what people say but I also don't want to be the topic of any conversation. I don't like anyone doubting my ハニー or my love for her.

I'm quite nervous if someone will ask me, "Are you sure she treats you like a real bestfriend? Or you are the only one who sees her like a bestfriend?"

Well, I think we need more time to get to know each other. I don't want anyone forcing each other to be a bestfriend to each other.

Love cannot be forced. It is free and should be given wholeheartedly when ready. 😊