Powerful women

Im very lucky working in HP.

My leaders..they're the people you can look up to.

My first team lead when I entered HP. Very independent, young, knowledgeable, inspirational, full of passion to her people, always joking. My first manager when I entered HP. Very independent, young, inspirational, passionate to her people, always smiling.

My next team lead in other team. Always smiling, young, seems like fun of joking, looks like very independent. My next manager in other team. Very smart, independent, knowledgeable.

Independent women. They're the kind of people I can look up to. ;)

Never expect

As much as I wanted to trust people again, I couldn't. There's now a doubt. I used not to have this. But why do I feel uneasy trusting people again. I don't understand myself. What's wrong?

Who cares if one of the persons I used to look up to disappointed and betrayed me. Who cares if this is not the first time a close family member disappointed me not once but many times?

I think I just have to lower my expectations toward people. I can trust them but never expect highly about them. Never think that they're worthy not unless proven.

Alright. I just have to forgive myself and to forgive them. Then lower my expectations not to get hurt again.

Never expect.

#Realization

Great escape

I need an escape.

I wanna go to a high place. Place where I can breath fresh air and think. And think while havin my own time. Time to repress my chaotic mind.

I need an escape.

As much as I want to..

As much as I want to
- date and have my own lovelife
- get my own flat to practice independency
- go to all places I wanna pay a visit

I can't.. I just can't.. With the responsibilities I have. I need to set an example. I should be a role model. It would be lighter if I don't have pasaway na mga kapatid. But I have. I feel pressured with these responsibilities. Maybe this is why I can't leave the house for other country just not yet. What will happen when my parents are away and busy? I will be freakin worried. If only matitino mga kapatid ko, I won't have to worry for our parents, for Venice, for the household, for the family business, and for them. *sigh*

So help me God.. Please help us out.

Siquijor wat? Yeah!

Guess what?

Because of my not-thinking-so-hard attitude, I booked two round trip tickets to Siquijor on Oct 18-20. This is a trip with my mom. Just remembered that she wanna visit this place too. Me? I wanna see the beautiful and natural sceneries. ;D

Let's see what will happen to me this year. (Esp I have 2 out-of-country trips too)

God, just like what I said in the old times, I wanna see this beautiful creation of yours..and of course, might discover as well the place I wanna settle-in in the future. Thanks a lot for the blessings.

Wont you?

Hi. Please be now in a romantic relationship..



So that i won't worry anymore when i happen to think of you.

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Last April 19. Swimming at Eastridge.