Never expect

As much as I wanted to trust people again, I couldn't. There's now a doubt. I used not to have this. But why do I feel uneasy trusting people again. I don't understand myself. What's wrong?

Who cares if one of the persons I used to look up to disappointed and betrayed me. Who cares if this is not the first time a close family member disappointed me not once but many times?

I think I just have to lower my expectations toward people. I can trust them but never expect highly about them. Never think that they're worthy not unless proven.

Alright. I just have to forgive myself and to forgive them. Then lower my expectations not to get hurt again.

Never expect.

#Realization