Inaantok na ko.. at pagod na ko.. -_- Pero dahil di ako nakapag-post ng entry kahapon, sige.. Hahaha!
Wat happened yesterday?
Uh?
Couldn't remember that much.. XD
All I can remember is I was not in a good shape. Haha! Don't know why.. Guess lonely? 'Cause I'm away from home? Tsktsk.
Today...
Played badminton..
Who played? Pudhang, Tal, Anatots, Drei, Ros ros, and I.
Tired ourselves (rose and I) playin' badminton till the end (till one P.E. class time). XD
Had a tutorial regarding Reverse in Java with Conchi. Haha. Rose was also there.
Then went to SM Makati and Glorietta with Conchi. We met Louga there.
I bought earings and shorts for the Yearbook pictorial on Saturday. Haha.
Had fun chattin' and bondin' with Lou and Conchi. Haha. Louga seems like my fashion consultant now. XD
Just finished our hw in Java.. And wanted to sleep now.. +_+
Oh by the way, nakasabay ko sa elevator kanina ang grupo nila Kim. You know, the circle of mySmile. XD It was just me and them inside the elevator. XD
This is the story...
I was waitin' at the even elevator (beside the odd), when I saw the circle of Kim enterin' at school's entrance (SLEX side). I was just alone standin' at the elevator's line. When I saw them, tumalikod ako agad at humarap sa elevetor's door. Kim, the first person who approached the elevator's line, caught my attention by saying, "Sabi na nga ba eh. Di kana mamamansin Rove after ng Internship eh." With a laugh. XD I just replied, "Di ah." With a laugh too. Then I entered first the elevator. Humarap ako agad sa pindutan ng floors. Kim was at my back. She kept on teasin' me by saying, "Di na talaga namamansin si Rove. Natapos lang ang Internship eh." I only replied, "Haha. Adik." Then she added, "Kahit si L******* ay di mo na pinapansin." A little laugh from me. At biglang nagsalita si mySmile after sinabi yun ni Kim. Sabi ni mySmile, "Onga Rove. Ganyan kana.." Though my back was facin' theirs, I could see that they're lookin' at each other and makin' teasin' faces. *sigh* At nung nasa 6th floor na, si Kim ang huling bumaba. Bago siya bumaba, hinila nya buhok ko. I guess my sinabi pa siya eh. I am just not sure. XD I guess she just said was, "Sige Rove. Mamansin ka naman." I saw her teasin' smile while her face was fadin'. All I just said, "Baliw ka talaga." With a small laugh again. XD
I thought di ko na makikita si mySmile till' graduation. And I was wishin' for it. Haha. Bumabalik ang feelings ko sa kanya knowing na andyan lang sya sa malapit.. -_-" Magtuluy tuloy lang sana na hindi ko siya nakikita hanggang graduation, ok na eh. Honestly, I still like mySmile and my special feelings na talaga ako sa kanya. But nakakalimutan ko yun with just a continual absence of physical presence nya. XD
I was not sure kung yun na yung sign na hinihinge ko kay God. But it's different. Ang sign na hinihinge ko ay kausapin ako ni mySmile sa isang pagkasalubungan namin. And the thing na dapat sabihin nya ay "Oi Rove. Kamusta kana?" That's the sign I was askin' from Him. Pero iba yung narinig kong sinabi ni mySmile eh. Sabi niya, "Onga Rove. Di kana namamansin.." So hard... Ayaw ko man antayin ung clue that I was askin' from Him, wala na ko magagawa. I am not meant to stay or settle here in the PH. Gusto ko man careerin si mySmile, di pede. Aalis din ako after grad eh, 'round June for sure. I guess and I think, di na ko pede mag-commit. Gusto ko man bigyan ng chance sarili ko, di ko maaaring gawin. I was tied with my responsibilities. At gusto ko man magcommit, kanino naman? Asa naman na may magkakagusto sakin. -_- XD I am a kid. And everybody treated me like that. Nobody treated me as the mature me and the real me. Nobody knows the real me, I guess. And because of this, there's none who can appreciate what I have and can do. Haha! XD
Haha. It's already 1am and I gotta go to bed. XD Goodnight!
P.S. Excited for Friday and Saturday! Haha.
Wat happened yesterday?
Uh?
Couldn't remember that much.. XD
All I can remember is I was not in a good shape. Haha! Don't know why.. Guess lonely? 'Cause I'm away from home? Tsktsk.
Today...
Played badminton..
Who played? Pudhang, Tal, Anatots, Drei, Ros ros, and I.
Tired ourselves (rose and I) playin' badminton till the end (till one P.E. class time). XD
Had a tutorial regarding Reverse in Java with Conchi. Haha. Rose was also there.
Then went to SM Makati and Glorietta with Conchi. We met Louga there.
I bought earings and shorts for the Yearbook pictorial on Saturday. Haha.
Had fun chattin' and bondin' with Lou and Conchi. Haha. Louga seems like my fashion consultant now. XD
Just finished our hw in Java.. And wanted to sleep now.. +_+
Oh by the way, nakasabay ko sa elevator kanina ang grupo nila Kim. You know, the circle of mySmile. XD It was just me and them inside the elevator. XD
This is the story...
I was waitin' at the even elevator (beside the odd), when I saw the circle of Kim enterin' at school's entrance (SLEX side). I was just alone standin' at the elevator's line. When I saw them, tumalikod ako agad at humarap sa elevetor's door. Kim, the first person who approached the elevator's line, caught my attention by saying, "Sabi na nga ba eh. Di kana mamamansin Rove after ng Internship eh." With a laugh. XD I just replied, "Di ah." With a laugh too. Then I entered first the elevator. Humarap ako agad sa pindutan ng floors. Kim was at my back. She kept on teasin' me by saying, "Di na talaga namamansin si Rove. Natapos lang ang Internship eh." I only replied, "Haha. Adik." Then she added, "Kahit si L******* ay di mo na pinapansin." A little laugh from me. At biglang nagsalita si mySmile after sinabi yun ni Kim. Sabi ni mySmile, "Onga Rove. Ganyan kana.." Though my back was facin' theirs, I could see that they're lookin' at each other and makin' teasin' faces. *sigh* At nung nasa 6th floor na, si Kim ang huling bumaba. Bago siya bumaba, hinila nya buhok ko. I guess my sinabi pa siya eh. I am just not sure. XD I guess she just said was, "Sige Rove. Mamansin ka naman." I saw her teasin' smile while her face was fadin'. All I just said, "Baliw ka talaga." With a small laugh again. XD
I thought di ko na makikita si mySmile till' graduation. And I was wishin' for it. Haha. Bumabalik ang feelings ko sa kanya knowing na andyan lang sya sa malapit.. -_-" Magtuluy tuloy lang sana na hindi ko siya nakikita hanggang graduation, ok na eh. Honestly, I still like mySmile and my special feelings na talaga ako sa kanya. But nakakalimutan ko yun with just a continual absence of physical presence nya. XD
I was not sure kung yun na yung sign na hinihinge ko kay God. But it's different. Ang sign na hinihinge ko ay kausapin ako ni mySmile sa isang pagkasalubungan namin. And the thing na dapat sabihin nya ay "Oi Rove. Kamusta kana?" That's the sign I was askin' from Him. Pero iba yung narinig kong sinabi ni mySmile eh. Sabi niya, "Onga Rove. Di kana namamansin.." So hard... Ayaw ko man antayin ung clue that I was askin' from Him, wala na ko magagawa. I am not meant to stay or settle here in the PH. Gusto ko man careerin si mySmile, di pede. Aalis din ako after grad eh, 'round June for sure. I guess and I think, di na ko pede mag-commit. Gusto ko man bigyan ng chance sarili ko, di ko maaaring gawin. I was tied with my responsibilities. At gusto ko man magcommit, kanino naman? Asa naman na may magkakagusto sakin. -_- XD I am a kid. And everybody treated me like that. Nobody treated me as the mature me and the real me. Nobody knows the real me, I guess. And because of this, there's none who can appreciate what I have and can do. Haha! XD
Haha. It's already 1am and I gotta go to bed. XD Goodnight!
P.S. Excited for Friday and Saturday! Haha.
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