I badly need peace of mind.
Nakapag relax sana ko nung Macau-HK. Kaso parang lalo ako nastress. ð
Plus pagod din.
Many things had happened and I needed to lead.
- Mom's hospitalization
- 1st hearing sa Trial court (3 days notice lang namin natanggap schedule. Had to book flights pa. ð)
- House rental business issues (3 units vacant, utilities balance of tenant, etc)
- Debt ng sister ko sakin na umaabot ng 68k for Nov.
My own work became low prio because of above.
Tuesday, November 14, 2023
Wednesday, September 13, 2023
I quit
Gusto ko na maubos lahat ng natitirang pagmamahal meron pa natitira para kay Carol.
Ayaw na ng utak ko. I wanna quit. Gusto ko na maging manhid. Mawalan ng sympathy nor empathy.
God, my apologies. Pero di ko na kaya panindigan yung binigay nyo sakin. For now, please give me someone as a friend or hangout buddy lang. I just really want to escape now.
Ayaw na ng utak ko. I wanna quit. Gusto ko na maging manhid. Mawalan ng sympathy nor empathy.
God, my apologies. Pero di ko na kaya panindigan yung binigay nyo sakin. For now, please give me someone as a friend or hangout buddy lang. I just really want to escape now.
Tuesday, September 12, 2023
Desires VS Reality
Ilan gabi sunud sunod ko na napapanaginipan ex ko.
Maybe, unconsciously, I want to feel again the feeling the first time we were dating. ð
Anyway, baka meron pa ko makikilala in the future na magpaparamdam ulit sakin ng pakiramdam ng totoong in love.
Gotta start searching that woman. ð
Or I was just unconsciously wanting to escape my current reality. ð
Maybe, unconsciously, I want to feel again the feeling the first time we were dating. ð
Anyway, baka meron pa ko makikilala in the future na magpaparamdam ulit sakin ng pakiramdam ng totoong in love.
Gotta start searching that woman. ð
Or I was just unconsciously wanting to escape my current reality. ð
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