.....

I think we're going back to square one. 😒
This is why I don't wanna talk about money.
People change in an instant when it's about money.
Money controls their life and not they control money.

Time to rest Rove.
Have a break.
Spend time with other people. 😉

Recharge Rove

"Happy wife, happy life."

But up to what extent? There should be clauses.

ハニー's language of love:
Affirmation. That is why I kept telling her how much I love her and beautiful she is. Which are also the truth.
Service. That's why I prepare her hot bath every morning. Remind her to eat on time and drink her medicine. Have her take vitamins. Give her ointment all over her feet and body. And do whatever she likes. Give her the things she needs.

As for me:
QT. We spend more time watching than having quality conversations/interactions. ハニー doesn't like serious talks. She doesn't like adult conversations. And if ever I crave for quality interactions, I can always go to Riri and play with her. ☺️
Service. I can always go to Mont Albo and have my massage. 😁

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Should have no complain. But I need to recharge. I've been pouring all my energy to others than receiving - and it's for my well-being.

I’m not part maybe

I know. I will never be part of her priorities. If she'll rank everything, I will be at the 100th or the last.

My name, "Ney", will only be called when she needed help. Or maybe, if she has no one to talk to anymore which will never happen as she always has someone to talk to. She no longer ask me questions like "ano ginagawa mo?", "kumain kana ba?", etc.

I got to spend more time for myself. Love myself more than anyone else. So that I won't mind if she cares or not.

Or I should expand my circle, make other friends and prioritize them.

Ok, got to sleep. 😴