best of friend.. fake hopes.

I am still liking someone. However, I couldn't tell to that person that I still have some feelings. It's either that person will accept my feelings and be still a friend or reject me, never talk to me anymore, and friendship will torn apart. It's better to be that person doesn't know anything, at least we're still friends and can talk with each other casually.

I don't want to lose another important friend. I thought that friend is my "forever best friend", but it's not how it went. Now, never think of the restoration of friendships. It'll be a miracle if it does. The dream of having a best of friend from young to old will never ever happen to me. Don't want to have high hopes 'bout it. Haha.

Leikeze Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

letting go isn't easy for me..

Doin' an entry in my "new" laptop. Haha. It's actually a company's laptop bein' a contributor. 

Just watched  Korean variety shows all day. 

I don't wanna another pretty face.~ 

Running Man Ep 63 is the best! Haha. Of course, Shojo Jidai was there. Waitin' for Ep 64, continuation. 

Invincible Youth is another one. Ganbareyo Yuri-san! Haha. XD

Gotta go switch to my wholly-owned laptop. Haha.

Take your sweet sweet time. 'Cause I'll be here for you baby, anytime.~ 

Well then. 

Leikeze

as long as..

It's fine to talk with you almost everyday. As long as my feelings won't develop. 

Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System