Never Again

Ang ex ay parang Marshall Law, never again. 😏

I already forgiven my last ex and has moved on. But she's like a nightmare still lingering around. Why? My mother talked about her having a baby.

I've already prayed long ago that God will remove all the memories I have with my ex. I don't wanna hear any news about her anymore. I don't wanna see her anymore. I despise her presence and acting like a ghost. I hope and I pray that she'll gone 200% from my family's mouth. She's already goner for me.

Yes, I have already forgiven her but I don't want to see/hear her presence in any way anymore! I don't wanna be involve with liars and cheaters. They are cheapstakes and losers. Now I know why her College friends wanted to stay away from her, she's full of lies. And nakakahawa ang pagiging liar. 😏

"Birds of the same feather flock together."
"An apple doesn't fall far from the tree."

I need a technology that will remove a person completely from my memories.

Itutulog ko nalang to

Stress na stress na talaga ko..

Highblood at stress na nga ko sa prof ko.. stress kapa sa nagiisang taong kasama mo sa bahay..

Ano ba tong mga pinasok ko.. I'll never enroll anymore to APC. Maling mali. I'll just treat this as nice experience. But never again..

God, please help me go through with this.

Reasons for breakup

Reasons why I want a breakup

1. Dinagdagan monthly expenses ko. Ayaw patalo sa pride nya. Ayaw mag regular work. Masaya na sya sa 5k/month na kita.
2. Hindi ako mapapakain ng pagmamahal. 70k+ ginagastos ko monthly sa mga monthly bills palang. Kasama yung mga inacquire na asset na sya nagsabi. Na akala ko hati kami. In the end, ako rin pala magbabayad lahat.
3. Total opposite. Likes ko ay dislikes nya. Likes nya, dislikes ko.
4. Different language and different kind of thinking.
5. Hindi kaya alagaan sarili. Ayaw mag diet. Hindi inaayos sarili.
6. I cannot live with a person na kontento na sa kung ano meron sya. Hindi na nangangarap pa.