I <3 myself so much

I don't like you to be my girlfriend anymore. The physical and mental abuse is too much already for ke to bear.

I deserve a loving and caring wife-to-be.

I love myself more than anyone, more than you.

God, please keep me away from the people and circumstances that only want is to hurt me. Thank you and I love you my God.

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One day, we'll meet in a very unexpected way.

Behind every successful man is a loyal and supporting woman

Why should I stay with someone who keep on saying, "ugali mo.." "ugali mo ganyan..", "ugali mo baguhin mo.." where he or she doesn't even look at himself/herself.

There are lots of better fishes in the sea. And I'm pretty sure there are women out there who take care like a nurse, cook like a chef, make a house a home like a hospitality expert, budget house finances like an accountant, defend us like a lawyer, and respect and love like child of God.

I deserve a partner for life - we all deserve one. 2 years probation for チャ is not yet even done. I better keep on tightening my budget so that when the time comes when I'm going to meet my woman, I'll be financially stable.

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Travels
- Australia O - Jun
- Japan X - Jul
- Seoul O - Nov
- Coron O - Aug
- IloIlo O - Oct
- HongKong X - Sep

I should refrain from spending more. Tiis tiis muna kung pwede. I got to buy my own residential lot before I plan on marrying.

"Behind every successful man is a loyal and supporting woman."

Woman who never leave no matter what. And support the man in achieving his goals.

Memories as a reminder

Pag naaalala ko yung mga panahon na akala ko okay kami. Masaya sya, masaya ako, masaya kami magkasama nag-ddate. Yun pala yung mga panahon na niloloko na pala nya ko. Mga panahon na tinu-two time na nya ko.

Di na ko nalulungkot kapag naaalala ko yun. Nagagalit ako. Nagagalit ako dahil ang tanga tanga ko nun. I was so loyal and faithful sa kanya, pero for all those years, niloloko na nya ko.

Ito yung mga memories na bigla pumipigil sakin na mag decide kapag feel ko na gusto ko sya pakasalanan. Hindi na dapat ako magpadalos dalos. I should let her wait for at least 2 years. Kasi sa totoo lang, it's more than 2 years na sya nagloloko - with different men.

Let's say she has changed for the better. And I believe on that. However, it's still early to decide. Ayaw ko na lokohin at saktan ulit by the same person whom I used to dedicate my life to. I don't want to make the same mistake again.

If she's really the one, the Universe and God will tell me. But for now, it's okay that I love her and she loves me. Taking the next step should be postponed.

Kelangan ko unahin lagi sarili ko. I don't want to be in debt because of anyone. I will put myself first above anything/anyone else. And it's really time.

So help me God.


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