For the 4 years relationship we had, 2 years we genuinely loved each other. The latter 2 years, your love was a lie. You were a cheater and a liar. You've been cheating on me for 2 years already.
With that said, I also need 2 years to prove that you have changed - become mature, consistent, loyal, and faithful. If you cannot do that, you better find someone else. Because I will never sign-up myself to any of your games anymore. I'm way passed that and already tired of it. I deserve a mature woman and a respectable wife in the future - not some little sister I will take care of. ð
Friday, November 08, 2019
I dreamt of you
Now if I'm going to think of it over again... I might need to get myself a girlfriend again. Not just any girlfriend, but a mature woman who can inspire me, support me, and push me beyond my limits. And she should be a woman I'm going to marry with in the future. I don't want to be in a relationship again wherein it feels like I'm taking care of a little sister.
When I'm finally comfortable with my new work and studies, I will consider going back to dating processes again. ð She must have already waited too long for me. ð
When I'm finally comfortable with my new work and studies, I will consider going back to dating processes again. ð She must have already waited too long for me. ð
Whats up Rove
Yo! Long time no entry! ð
There were lot of things had happened. I was supposed to send one entry yesterday but I chose to sleep. ð
My PM role has just started. I now have two lanes and I'm pretty sure it will grow. At the very start of the project, I already encountered a resource problem. Waha! Nice!
My Assoc. PM role in another program is also difficult because of difficult stakeholders. ð And I also understand clearly that they all had a bad start.
My role with PE, not sure what else to be left. Haha.
Non-work related, my Masters. Thank God it's not stress dragging. Haha.. Just have to bear with it and make the most of it. I got to learn a lot and I should get something in return.
My fitness... I didn't went to gym this week. ð And I only had once last week. I miss working my ass off in the gym. Weight lifting is my stress-reliever. To be able to carry heavier weights, I will just imagine the people who bring me stress and they become my inspirations - that doesn't exclude my ex, ãã£. ð She was one of my inspirations why I always pushed my self more. "Cheater like you, don't deserve great people like me!" Then "Arghhh" while lifting the bars. ðð
Lovelife? Na-ah. She's still not consistent. Words are not perfectly in sync with actions. But I can see some efforts. Little by little, I can see some maturity. Hopefully, it will continue. But just like what I said, I need 1-2 years to prove that she has changed - no longer a cheater nor liar. It's still too early to decide that she's now a changed person - faithful and loyal.
Nevertheless, I'm still single. ð I just need to continue developing myself physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially - then whoops! Great woman will come to me. ð Haha!
Thank you God for everything! Love you!
Sent from my iPhone
There were lot of things had happened. I was supposed to send one entry yesterday but I chose to sleep. ð
My PM role has just started. I now have two lanes and I'm pretty sure it will grow. At the very start of the project, I already encountered a resource problem. Waha! Nice!
My Assoc. PM role in another program is also difficult because of difficult stakeholders. ð And I also understand clearly that they all had a bad start.
My role with PE, not sure what else to be left. Haha.
Non-work related, my Masters. Thank God it's not stress dragging. Haha.. Just have to bear with it and make the most of it. I got to learn a lot and I should get something in return.
My fitness... I didn't went to gym this week. ð And I only had once last week. I miss working my ass off in the gym. Weight lifting is my stress-reliever. To be able to carry heavier weights, I will just imagine the people who bring me stress and they become my inspirations - that doesn't exclude my ex, ãã£. ð She was one of my inspirations why I always pushed my self more. "Cheater like you, don't deserve great people like me!" Then "Arghhh" while lifting the bars. ðð
Lovelife? Na-ah. She's still not consistent. Words are not perfectly in sync with actions. But I can see some efforts. Little by little, I can see some maturity. Hopefully, it will continue. But just like what I said, I need 1-2 years to prove that she has changed - no longer a cheater nor liar. It's still too early to decide that she's now a changed person - faithful and loyal.
Nevertheless, I'm still single. ð I just need to continue developing myself physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially - then whoops! Great woman will come to me. ð Haha!
Thank you God for everything! Love you!
Sent from my iPhone
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