Rove the Great

😂😂😂 Will still be there someone who can appreciate my existence? 😂😂😂 Someone who still want me in their life. 😂😂😂

Cry until no more tears will flow right from your eyes.
Get sick until any virus will fear getting near to you.

Work until you get fucking rich! And all the beautiful women in the world kill themselves just to be with you. 😆

Do that!
So help me God!

Get rich Rove and laugh all the struggles in life!
Show them that you don't need them but they need you.

Show to the world how fucking great you are! 😎
You are amazing, Rove! 😁

Thoughts when you are sick 👀

I never like having a night dream when I'm sick. 😒 My dreams tend to be weird! 😵

Weird but has a slice of possible truth.

Years ago, I was not able to fight my love for my ex. She already concluded that she wanted to have a "normal family". Get married to a male husband and have kids "naturally".

I didn't have any fighting chance about that. First, I couldn't provide a sperm cell to have my wife-to-be get pregnant "naturally". I just accepted the truth and moved on.

Now, I have my ハニー. I thought she can be my future wife whom will not ask much from me (e.g. give sperm cell for her to get pregnant). She isn't yet but it's not impossible that she'll ask for it. When that time comes, let's see if she will still choose to stay with me or not. Until then, I will give everything I could to win her heart everyday.

While waiting for my time to shine, I need to persevere until I get rich. In this world, money is the primary measure of success. When you are rich, you will not be bullied and you can do anything. It's a worldly rule. I just don't want to get bullied or will look pitiful in the end.

Truth hurts but it is the reality. When you are successful, you'll attract more - e.g. partner in life. You can perceive it as positive or negative. Positive as people will look at you as hardworking and someone to look up to. Negative as people may think, "people might hang around because you have money." It depends on how you will see it.

But as for me, I need to work hard and play hard to be successful and get rich. In this manner, I'll attract the same positive person who will with me to the rest of life - despite people have left me in the past.

So help me God. 🙏

P.S. The best ring will be given to the person who will choose to grow with me until we get old. Through thick or thin. For riches or for poorer. Till death do us apart.

Best ring = my love and my sincerity.

Sickly day

I went home at 8pm. I burnt my tongue. 😆 While waiting for my Angkas driver, I bought Takoyaki from the Banchetto beside the office building. Without thinking, one piece landed right away inside my mouth. There was a worrisome face in the tindera's but it was too late to warned me.

I arrived home quarter to 9pm. I ate dinner right away - tahong, tokwa't baboy, rice, and the remaining Takoyaki I took out.

By the way, why I went home early? Surprising or not, I am sick! 😝😆 Cough worsen. Gotten a flu. Feverish and headache. I can no longer work from 5:30pm actually, but was trying to. Until I couldn't anymore as it will not make sense anymore. 😑

Took a hot bath after eating and now sleeping on the floor, front of my cabinet. It took a lot of effort for me to climb up and down from the bed just using a monoblock chair.

I hate getting sick! I very seldom get sick when I was young. And when I do, it's gonna be a high fever. This is also why I don't know what to do when I am not feeling well. I feel helpless even though I can do things on my own. 😷

On the other side, @&$%#¥£€ work! Role! Job! 🤬Because of you, I can no longer go to Batanes with the plan in my mind. 😡 There is no one I rely on in the team. During Kate's time, I can take a leave anytime as she is dependable. If she doesn't know the task, she'll exert effort to learn fast. And when she's on leave, I can also handle it without her. Now? They depend on me much. Their world is falling apart when I take a leave - SL or VL. It doesn't make sense as their levels are higher than me and I bet their salaries are higher than mine too. 😑

Now, I need to postpone my plan. Need to think of ways how to present it in HK or Macau. They are more of a city than nice and intimate sceneries. Gotta search and plan! 🧐

Nobody will stop me even my bosses! I can no longer delay my lovelife for work. I already did this many times in the past and I can no longer afford to let the deserving and beautiful woman of my life slip away in front of me. 🤨

So help me God. 😊