ILY and Goodbye

I love you and goodbye.

It's all your fault why I am still alive. If it's not you, I'm already dead long time ago. You ruined my plan.

I love you and goodbye.

I had enough. I think it's really time to let go. I know you were holding on so long, and so do I.

I love you and goodbye.

I think we're not made for each other. Guess, you're not the person in my prayers since 7 years ago.

I love you and goodbye.

Take care of yourself. I'll try to be always here for you as a friend.

I love you 

And

Goodbye!

Just a game.

I'll be just one of your options?

One of your least priorities?

Alright then, you're now demoted.

In COC/CR term, you used to be co-leader. Then since you had strike already, demoted to elder. Now, just a member. 

Sorry but it's how the game should be.

I shouldn't spend too much time and money to people who look down on me. 

^_^ adios! 

Disappear

Im so sad. Another time of the year.

I want some hugs. But where to get it?

Im trying not to shed a tear. But I couldnt. It felt like it's something I need to let out.

Initiated lots of conversations already online. But nobody seems like wanted to talk to me. Haha. Poor Rove.

Beer. The only thing that stays with me. Since I dont take other stuff, i'll just drown myself to it. 

I want to disappear. Everyday I always tell myself that everything is okay. It's okay. You dont have to think much of it. Wear a smile, even a poker one. Don't let people see your weaknesses. Nobody deserve to see you crying. Only the purest person can see it. One who will not judge you. One who will stay by your side until your last breathe. Haha. Well, only God and Jesus deserve to be that person.

When you will get me from here? The more days I spend here on earth, the more vulnerable I am to evil things.

Im lonely. I really wanted to disappear.