The memory

I was trying not to cry. Because I know that death is inevitable. And I know that it's one of the amazing things - death. You've got to meet your Master and your Creator.

I always hold back tears as I am "iyakin". I tried not to shred tears not until I saw my mom's crying at the mass. I also held back tears at the cemetery not until I heard them crying. When I come to think of Tito Art and I'm alone, my face automatically becomes sad and my eyes quench tears. It's because when I remember him, I always see his smiling face. I can't remember an instance where he's not smiling nor laughing.

The memory, it's the thing that makes us sad.

May you rest in peace Tito Art. I'll never forget you. Thank you for everything. I know you're now happy there in heaven.

P.S. Sorry as I am slowmo as always. It'll take days or, worst, weeks before I totally absorbed what was happened.

Awesome week for me

Woaw. I was able to go on a vacation - even just short - to free my mind from stress. :)

Angkor Thom is cool. The Apsara plus buffet dinner is also good. The thing that I just I don't like are the too dusty city, very hot in the afternoon, and the water in the hostel. -_-" The rest, pretty cool. Very nice, accommodating, and friendly people.

Ho Chi Minh is also a city. I like the food trip. Lots of veggies though. They're healthy people. Haha. Was able to buy cheap stuffs for people at home, mom's friends, and for herself. What I only bought for myself is the pasalubong that I brought to office for my teammates. Nothing really for me except for the remembrance thing. Went to Cu Chi Tunnel and it's so-so. Met and hanged out at night with a Vietnamese friend.

Then another busy days when I came back. Whole day team planning last Friday. Went out for a team dinner. :D

The next day, went to company's 20th Anniversary in Enchanted Kingdom. I brought my older sister, younger brother, and my nieces and nephews. We enjoyed it though I spent quite big bucks.

More busy days ahead of me. When did I not have a busy day anyway? Haha. Really good luck to me!

On the other side, hopefully I'll be able to make it to France.. This will surely be my stepping stone and a door to my dreams/goals. So help me God, amen!

Short term plan

I was admitted yesterday at the hospital. Reason? Hyperventilation because of a verbal fight happened early morning. And they found out that I got UTI. I was discharged this afternoon. Just an overnight there to regain my strength again. And I was freakin bored there. It felt like forever. My body was so weak when mind wanted to do lots of stuff more.

What should I do... Do I need to start selling my stuff? I think so. In order for my mom to allow me to resign, to have a rest, and to help out in the family business, I need savings that will cover my jobless days. I gotta plan and get my mom's approval.

So help me God.

By the way, if I'm jobless, I don't have health support anymore. -_- That's why I need to be strong physically! Start exercising and learn eating veggies little by little.

I'll be successful in life! I declare it in the name of Christ, Amen! :D