Current movie list

Movies that I wanna watch:
- Rurouni Kenshin
- Planes
- Tekken 2
- The Expendables 3
- Guardians of the Galaxy
- Hercules

Stress reliever. Watch movies.

Work work work. Working like a s____.

Na-sstress na ko sa work. It started in the second half of July. Ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman na nag-wowork talaga ko. In my stay sa former team, I only felt working twice. At hindi pa yun kagaya ngayon. But now, I really felt the pressure at the same time, stress. It's like I was only working to catch someone else, meet their wants, and satisfy them. What I really got into? T_T Also, I don't like this kind of pressure. It's like people are saying, "You should already know them." Hello? I'm just new. Though it's not a right to blame because of being "new", I'm still new. There're still lots of things I need to learn - lots of technical terms. I said "yes" to this responsibility because I wanted to learn and experience new things. But assuming that I should have already known, it's a different thing. It's not just weekdays I work, I also work during weekends. It's a family business. Life is really pressuring me right now..with all the responsibilities. I need to take a week off~! Think only about myself. Think about what I really like. Think about my dreams. I need a week off away from all of these things!!! -- Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

Wat a memory..

I dreamt of you again. But this time, I kissed you in the forehead, held your hands, and hugged you for more than 3mins. And I said, "Mahal mo parin pala ko? Nagkabalikan na tayo? Can't we go back to the 'ligawan' process to have formality?" Then you said, "This is not right. I will leave you again anyway because I'll be going somewhere soon. I'll hurt you again for sure."

Oh God.. Why is it becoming worse? Please free me from 1017's memory. It's already beyond 4 years. I wanna completely move on by forgetting everything about 1017. This memory sometimes lingers and haunts me down. Oh please God...