Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

questions..


'Bout relationship..

Would you enter into a relationship again? Why not? Few days after November 10, I am now ready to enter into a new relationship. In fact, I'm already waiting while searching for the mystery woman of my life.

How about J9, are you still waiting for her? Haha.Sick No! I don't like her anymore.

Don't like? Means don't love? Haha. It's not that.. I still have feelings for her even a little. But it's my heart's, not my mind anymore. Haha.

Are you okay to date any fella from your HS or Elem? I prefer not. I wanted to try either from my College or at work. Why? I just don't like to be involved from any fellas from my past schools.

What if J9 returned one day, would you let her in again? Freakin' not! Haha. Though my heart has still feelings for her, my  mind doesn't like her anymore. In fact, my mind considers her as ugly now. It doesn't imply the physical appearance alone, but the traits, personalities, and qualities too.

Speakin' of "ugliness", why you consider her as ugly now? Um, I guess I don't like her anymore? Haha. I think it's normal. At first, when I was still deeply in love with her (not until Nov. 10), she was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. But now, she's just an ordinary girl to my eyes-to me. I guess I just realized the not-so-like-qualities 'bout her. Haha.

Are you one of the few people who were once inflicted badly by the people they love most won't try anymore to return to them? Not really. When it comes to romantic relationships, I think yes. Once the heart has finished ruling and the mind gets its feet stand again, I don't wanna try my heart gets hurt again-by the same person who inflicted the pain. I still love myself.

Even with crushes, you can prove it. Haha.
+Grade2 crush (a very plain crush she's smart) jokingly bullied me once.
+3rd&4thyr HS Top2 crush who I confessed with and asked, turned me down.
+J9, ex who left me

They were all once. Never tried again 'cause the feelings have gone instantly-except for J9 who I really tried many time not until Nov. where I really gave up. Haha.


Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

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