Presents from the sky ^.^ (revised)

Happy New Year everybody!!!! Well, there are few more hours to go before new year. This was supposed to be yesterday's post but, my little sister (the youngest) was playing runescape. Juz imagine a five year old playing that. I was planning on pushing her away but my parents juz keep backing her up.

Juz pretend this is yesterday's post ok?? ^.^"

Last night, I had a fight with my father. He wants to remove our TV from our room. The reason I was mad because he always LIMITS the word VACATION and FREEDOM. Juz hate it when he does that. I was surprised that no tear dropped from my eyes that nyt.

This morning, I had a fight with my mom. She wants me to stay out of the computer. Reason? Well, she always LIMITS me on everything except my brotha and sisters. Juz hate it when she does that. Then again I did not cry.

I'm such a cry baby. I think everybody knows that... or maybe not. ^.^

But the thing is... All this bad luck came in a bad time. Is this my new year's present? Nice present don't you think? Some present that can't be wrapped up in a box. (LoLz)

I started asking the heavenly father for a reason. Well, he did not reply by words but I somehow understood his message. I looked around me. I saw my favorite teddy, my favorite pillow, clothes, and my entire favorite stuff; this is a coincidence for I did not looked at them purposely. Then, I suddenly realized.

I had a flashback. I saw what we were before - before I had these. We were poor and so ignorant that time. We usually eat food, food way too different from what we eat now. People usually mock us everyday (honest). No one attempted to share their knowledge to us that day. It was when we first transferred to this neighborhood. Thanks to them, my parents, that now I am living comfortably than before. Thanks to them. I can't really explain it well, but I think u get the idea now.

Yes, thanks to them. Their sweat saved me from a bad future. Surprisingly, this was the time those tears appeared.

I guess it was His last lesson to me before this year ends. He taught me a lesson that school never did. Truly that was a gift from Him. A present that can't be wrapped up in a box. Somehow, my anger juz vanished as I was dismissed.

My parents?

I don't have to forgive them. They have to forgive me.