Goodbye my Padaba

I'm sorry Padaba.
If only I have known that this will happen, I should have restrained myself. And waited for the day we'll meet in person before I discuss with you the difficult topics. 😔
I have failed. We both failed, we both know.
I have forgiven myself. Hope you'll forgive yourself too.
I did prayed to God and the Universe if they can give you to me as my wife. But I guess, we're not really meant to be. 😔
In case we'll meet again, hope we've both grown to be better partners.
Thank you for everything. You always have a special place in my heart. I love you. さようなら。