If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be

Goin to Bontoc made me realize that I'll never be one of her priorities.

I think it's time for me to let her go. I'm not an option nor a past time only.

I have no regrets anyway. I know I've done my best for our relationship. I did the most effort, always find time to be together. Invested much even I'm broke.

I don't want to beg anyone for their time anymore. I always set aside my pride when I love someone. But now, I think God is teaching me to be patient. To wait. Not to beg anyone again. And learn how to let go when it's time.

God, let Your will Thy be done. Even I prayed to you and to the Universe to give Anj to me, to be my last and forever partner, I still don't know if she's the right person for me.

I'll let her go na God and Universe. I don't want to force anyone anymore. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.