A fling and my prayers

Di ko deserve to.
Di ko deserve si Ange.
Di ko deserve ang taong pang free time lang ako.
Di ko deserve magmakaawa ng oras nya.
Di ko deserve ipagpilitan sarili ko sa taong pinagtatabuyan ako.

I don't deserve this kind of relationship.

God, if Ange is not the woman I am praying for, please take her away from my life. I don't want to invest my time and feelings to the person that's not right for me.

God, please introduce me to the woman that's destined for me. A woman I can settle down with. A woman who is a good cook, good with financials and money, with integrity, faithful and loyal, a good communicator, someone who will not force me to be someone I am not (e.g. introvert to extrovert), someone I can easily connect with and talk to for hours with meaningful and enjoyable conversations, Ms Independent, and most of all, God-fearing.

So help me God. Amen.