Woman of my prayer, where are thou?

As much as I want to pray for my the one, I think I'm already too much.

When will I meet the wife of my dream? The woman who's loyal, faithful, honest, mother figure, takes care of me, whom I'll protect, smart, good cook, hardworking, and if possible, my soulmate. Someone who I can vibe with. Have open communication with. Someone who we both know what each other's need. Not someone who will blame each other after a fight. Someone whom I will never hurt and vice versa. Someone who's 100% willing to fight for each other. Someone who doesn't hold grudges with anyone and can forgive. Most of all, God fearing.

See! These are too much to ask. I don't even know if this person exists. Am I better of single for the rest of my life?

God, if this "the one" exists, please introduce her to me. Maybe as a friend at the start?

Thank you God since you answer my previous prayer, you gave Carol. My fault is mine, I missed lots of other details.

Anyway, let your will Thy be done. If I'm really destined to be single forever, then, that's it.

But if only you can give this woman in my prayers to me… I don't wanna promise but I will surely give my all again just like what I did in my previous relationship.

So help me God. I love you.