Expenses that make me think about my life

When every month you think of suicide just to escape all the financial crises you're experiencing. But then, you just thought of "Bahala na po kayo God. I don't know anymore."

It's been months already since I started to think, are these things worth it? Should I continue them? Letting go Batangas or Filinvest for sure will freed me up some space so that I can start traveling again. But then again, I pray, "God, please let the way. Pls tell me whether should I continue or not. You know everything, even the best plans for my life."

When I look at the list of re-occuring monthly payment, "Ah.. I should be patient. And tiis tiis muna until next year. Some of them will be done by mid next year.