ma chérie

My love's/sweetie's good morning to me is an "I love you 😘".

Hope it does not change even we're already together physically. I feel like a kid when in love. 😅😂 Her smile is contagious. I wanna see it everytime.

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We had a talk last time. And based on those discussions, I told her that it seems like I will be under her. 😆 She then said, "Kaya tinanong kita kung sure kaba." I just laughed and said, it's okay. And told her something like, "let's see if you can control/tame me." She said, when she gets angry at me, she'll just block me in all comms. The duration of not talking to me depends on how grave my offenses are. 😅 At kahit suyuin or lambingin ko sya, it will not take effect. And I said to myself, "I gotta be careful not to make her angry." 😅 Twice na nya ko napaluha kahit di pa kami. 😆 So, need extra careful on my actions and on how I think.

Last night, we had a talk about 'sleeping habits'. She couldn't sleep with someone beside her touching her. 😳 So that means, when we travel together, either I get a twin bedroom or get a very large bed and make sure my body won't touch hers. And she said, her sleep is very important as she tends to vomit in the morning from lack of sleep. And when she suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, she couldn't sleep anymore. Her sleep is much important than our relationship. And she quoted, "Di bale walang jowa, basta may tulog." So sleep is lifer for her. 😆

She also have "not allowed" food and drinks. She can only drink water. 🤭 No salty food (which I love!), no streetfood, no noodles, no balut (oh em!), no small beans, etc. That means, when we're together, I got to ask her what she would like to eat and is okay for her. 🤪

I got to be extra careful when she's around. Anyway, I'll be under her, I guess. 😅😂 Her wish will be my command. 😆