Smiles and Laughters

My meditation happened few mins ago is life changing.

Why am I grieving for a lost love where in fact I have my family who love me so much?

In the previous sessions, I imagine them one by one smiling and laughing. The sweetest and innocent laugh I've seen from them - my mom, my dad (without front teeth), my older sister, my younger brother, my younger sister, my youngest sister, Riri, and the young innocent Rove. They always make me smile every time. Not until tonight's session, it was tears of joy. I was sobbing while having a big smile on my face. Then I also saw King, Kris Ann, and Kim's big smiles. Looks crazy uh?

If only I can see my furbabies smile, I won't stop sobbing while having big smiles.

Moo and MikMik are sleeping in my room every night. Frappo, my fostered kitten, licks me in the face - in the eyebrows and eyes - every morning. My eyes tend to get irritated though. 😆 Probably he can smell the dried tears or trying to soothe me not to cry again. 😆

Thank you God for my family and extended family. I love them so much. ☺️