Ktnxbye

Ayaw ko na mag overthink.
Ayaw ko na mag-isip ng past nor future.
Ayaw ko na umasa pa sa another chance.
Pagod na ko mag-isip ng "what ifs".
Pagod na ko magreach out.

Gusto ko nalang kalimutan lahat ng memories meron sya sakin.
Deserve ko naman ng another chance. Even God given us multiple chances kahit na ilang beses tayo nagkasala. I also even given X chances to people.
Deserve ko naman ng someone na ipaglalaban ako at kami.

Ayaw ko na God. I quit reaching out to your daughter, チャ. Kayo nalang po bahala magpalambot ng puso nya. I better spend my time to someone more deserving of my time, effort, and kindness. In time, makakatagpo rin sya ng katapat nya. At lahat ng ito maaalala nya, kung ano pakiramdam ng basta basta iniiwan at tinatapon lang. And in time, marerealize nya kung ano at sino ang sinayang nya.

"What goes around, comes back around."

Ktnxbye! I deserve someone better. Someone who deserves my loyalty and faithfulness. Someone who deserves of my time and effort. Someone who deserves my devotion and consistency. Someone who deserves my love and care. Soon, we'll meet.