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Sabi nga nila, "Di ka tunay na nagmamahal kung di ka nasasaktan."

Ito na ata ang pinakamasakit sa lahat ng heartbreaks na naranasan ko sa tala ng buhay ko. 😆 At ang pinakamaraming lessons learned. Kaya siguro sobra sakit dahil you already planned out a future with that someone.

San ba ko nagkulang... I know kung saan ako nagkamali. Pero saan ba ako nagkulang para hindi ipaglaban? Lahat naman ginawa ko ah. Even restraining myself to see her because of the health risk. I even pretend that everything's okay and I'm okay.

In God's time, lahat ng questions ko ay magkakaroon ng kasagutan. Now, kinoconvert ko nalang lahat ng pains into inspirations in learning on how to grow richer and be the better version of me. This pandemic is my chance to learn all these stuffs from the comfort of my home. Then when the world has healed, i-execute ko na lahat ng plans ko.

Sooner or later, I will be 101% well again. 😊